Hey! Im Marcus
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Dear Blog,

Heyy there, Happy New Year! Wow, its been a year.. amazing, 2007 was the fastest year ever to pass. Okayy, 2007 an ardous and painful year yet awesome as I've known alot of people and the most awesome people this year, it overrides how bad this year have been. Thanks, I'll speak of these lovely ones further down this post. 2007 felt fast in due to O levels, nothing but study, even having to leave behind coffee breaks, 'lepaking', my band, skating and stuff I like. What exacerbated the problem, was encountering betryal from loved ones and friends, and undeniably cruel yeah and I don't talk to them anymore so yeah. But all in all, I've forgiven them. However, I prefer to keep the wonderful people I've met this year in mind! Similar to writing bad memories on sand, and carving the good moments on a rock.

And through this year, I've learn the biggest lessons in life. There are so many things that'll not turn out your way, unpredictable, just when I thought things are already in its worst and most dreary state it'll get worse. The people fucking with my mind. One moment be it your best buddies, then do the exact opposite. Such as doing so many nice things for them and when you're 5 mins late, they'll hate you forever. Which completely robbed my carefree optimistic thinking that everyone is nice. Making me afraid to say anything that may somehow be offensive. And the journey towards O levels, was inexplicably mind blowing. Losing interest towards anything due to panic, no television show that can interest you or even a gorgeous nude chick giving you a lap dance. Hahaha, I was panicking cos I was afraid that I'll panic during English paper 1. So many things that happened, I can't remember. Maybe its a good thing.

However, it was only through that struggle, I've learned all my imperfections and shortcomings. Realised how impertinent I was a person though I thought I was mature and a good person. And it actually takes a lifetime to be a good person. Through all this, it also gave me the sense of love. The love from my family, loved ones and friends. Again, my mum and aunt who both used to be heavily harsh on me. "Study study, you better study, if you don't get grades you'll get it" and my mum went "Its okay Marcus, whatever happens you'll always have me. Nobody can say anything about you or discourage you about your results. I don't care about your results." Wow, imagine how i felt. I've learned that the Lord was doing all this to teach me crucial points in life. And thank you! Yeah, going through utmost pain and suffering only then we'll see life clearly. How much the Lord loves us actually. Okayy now I sound like those protestant Christians. I've learned that don't indulge in this life itself as, life is only a test, one of the ways to happiness is doing good. Sinning is just a short term illusion of happiness.

In 2007, there was this girl whom I trusted, had a little thing for. But turns out to be the weirdest and betraying person. And I broke down after what she did. Two faced, in the first place she shouldn't have told me how much she hated that particular person but then love him? I didn't mind but telling on me, when she was the one who said in the first place? It was terrible but why? And after that I overheard from people(I ain't gonna disclose) that she's a cheap slut. Anyway if you're reading this. Thank you for betraying me, ripping my hope dangling a string apart. I'm not sarcastic. It taught a major lesson in my life. A stumbling block that gave me a view on how cruel people can be, even a person you really trust. And I've totally forgiven you for what you've done. But I'll never trust you again, I'm sorry. Thats why I haven't been talking to you ever since that incident. I hope you're fine now! And have a great 2008.

Life is also balanced out. Everything is balanced. Perfect in its nature. Famous people aren't the happiest people, pretty people vice versa. Pretty people risks having to be raped, while famous people can't have peaceful lives. So think again, before ranting. There is no such thing as luckiness. It is the way the person think. And like last year's post. Thinking about how mature I am, now I realise how weak I am personally.

In 2007, I've met the greatest people that played an important role in my life throughout 2007. And yeah, now they're so important to me. A part of me. Thank y'all! I'll elaborate about my friends and loved ones in the next post. Cos they all should be noted, and they mean alot to me.

Listen to Comeback Kid; Song: Wake The Dead

Note: Abstain from the seven sins, also another path to happiness.

&come;SNOW, COME!
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