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hey dude, hmm.. i just came back from nicole wong's b'day party. I was at sam's house today. after that we down to yamahahaha. ok.. the party was kindda fun. I went there with keith, carla, monique, kevin, bryan and edmund.. so.. yeAh.. okok i gtg byee haha.

Quote of the day - Kill all china people

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7:30 AM

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Hello there, haha. im down with flu and a cold. yeAh.. im feeling so lethargic right now. haha. Ok, bryan, noel, sam and i are going to do this maths project. After that. Sam, Jon, Noel and I would go down to Yamahahaha at Dhoby Ghaut. Tomorrow's nicole wong's b'day. hahaha. ok i gtg byee. here's a song by Gatsby's American Dream, Theatre

Theatre - Gatsby's American Dream

I see the world in a swirl of hues,
but my favorite color is shame.

Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tradgedy on the far side of the world.

We're in the deep pockets of my mind,
where i lust after blood and pain.

Tonight the sky is painted...
Tonight the sky is painted melancholy
and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tradgedy on the far side of the world.

I am I and the world is a woman
from who i must take take take.
In an act of lust, no, in an act of pride
And I am damned, but can I be saved?
but can i be saved?...saved

Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(echo)
Tonight the sky is painted...(Tonight the sky is)
Melancholy and the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tradgedy on the far side of the world.

And the wind sings songs as if it would lament
some tradgedy on the far side of the world.

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4:38 AM

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Hey you, I hate china ppl by the way. Especially their irritating accent of speaking. eww.. they're cheap and stupid. I hate CHINA PEOPLE. They like cheating ppl and stuff. Ok. Who wants to come with me and invade china together? Im glad that the Japanese actually destroyed china badly back in the war. =D haha! im not evil man. =P ok byee blog. i've gotta study for my history test tmr =\ ohh well.. anyway junwei is really looking for trouble with me. ahhh. that fag. he'll get it. here's a song by Millecolin, Ray

Ray - Millecolin

Hey, what the hell do you want me to do? Hey, does it
look like I'm static to you? Well, you might look twice
cause I'm moving.
OK, you see that I can walk which is good, but still you're
trying to make me talk like you would. Your intention's
nice, you're improving.

For all you know you're doing fine, but I guess it shows
shows that even jewelry that's fake do shine.

So shut your mouth now big boy, I'm just myself not your
toy. It's in my nature to be changing.
Now is it so hard to see? You can not make me to be
someone who never will be changing.

So what the hell do you want me to say? Another halting
rhyme, another cliche. Well, you might be right this one
time. You take for granted I'm your servant subdued. It
doesn't make sense to me, but to you. So here's one
last bright make shift rhyme.

For all you know I'm just a fool, but I guess that shows
that you can not judge the dog just by it's drool.

I'm losing you for a big smile on my face. You're nothing
new and not hard to replace. I'm losing you but I'm not
losing ground.
So Peekaboo! And you won't be around.

Cause I change with time and that's not a crime.
Someone like you can not derange me. Yeah, I change
with time and that's not a crime.
It's in my nature to be changing.

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8:04 AM

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what's up? haha. hello, just dropped by to let you know that im still in love with J-rock! okok. i know.. you ppl out there thinks that it is lame but its not. its those Japanese-pop people and fake j-rockers who are lame. L'Arc~en~Ciel and Malice Mizer are great J-rock bands so.. yeAh.. check em out alright? (Keith dislike Japanese-Rock LOL!) ok i gtg byee. i need food. haha. here's a great song by L'Arc~en~Ciel, Dive To Blue.

Dive To Blue - L'Arc~en~Ciel

"habataku no sa sugu ni"
dareka sasayaita
"hiza shita no kyookaisen tonde shimaoo yo"
senaka awase no jiyuu
"sabita kusari ni saisho kara tsunagarete nante
nakattan da yo"

mune ni mune ni sora o tsumete
aoiro no fukaku ni shizumitai

doko made mo hatenaku yozora o matoi
atarashii sekai o sagasoo
aitakute aenakute yuremadoo keredo
mezameta tsubasa wa kesenai

nani ga tadashii nante kotae wa nai sa
eda wakare shita michi kami no mizo shiru
tomerarenai SUPIIDO kasoku suru hodo
kodoo wa takaku takanari oboete iku yo

nani mo ka mo ga ochiteku kedo
kimi dake wa otona ni naranaide

natsukashii hikari ni michibikarete
anata wa yasashiku te o furu
minareta mirai ni mo wakare o tsugete
kowareta gensoo o egakoo

sadamerareta unmei o kirisaite sora e to nukedasoo

ima mo ima mo oboete iru
osanai koro ni mita asayake o

doko made mo hatenaku yozora o matoi
atarashii sekai o sagasoo
aitakute aenakute yuremadoo keredo
mezameta tsubasa wa kesenai
natsukashii hikari ni michibikarete
anata wa yasashiku te o furu
minareta mirai ni mo wakare o tsugete
kowareta gensoo o egakoo

sadamerareta unmei o kirisaite sora e to nukedasoo

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2:46 AM

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Sam and i were given a chance. We learnt our lesson today and we would never do it again. Thank you lord. Amen. sam rocks! Friends forever! haha.

The Taste Of Ink - The Used

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

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3:09 AM

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hey hi, i just got home. hmm.. i woke up at 6am today and went down to tanjong pagar and participated in "Fun On Foot" event. well.. it was a waste of time. after that i went down to gerlaine's church. and again i was late! =X damn it. sorry laine! After the church service, keith called me and asked me to go down to town and meet up with him and i thought that the gig was held at orchard. damn it.. he wasted my time and i have to go all the way back pasir ris again and after that we met up with holly, cheryl ann and dawn and we went down to the pub where the gig/avery(can't spell LOL!)'s b'day was held. Happy b'day avery! LOL! okok gtg byee

Quote of the day- If you die, nothing would change. But.. If you stay alive, you might be able to change something

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8:55 AM

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hey what's up.. i've just finished watching the whole series of Sayuki Reload, i've learn so much from that jap anime and it was utterly interesting. Today's jamming was great. The organiser of the gig said that though i can't sing rock, i was very good at ballads. Like they suggested that we should play Hanson. LOL! mainstream and boybandish though. i think my band should playing mainstream music cos its pleasing to those people who doesnt appreciate emo, cos it takes time to really love a song from this particular emo artiste ok.. anyway i gtg byee. here's a song by reel big fish, the kids don't like it

The Kids Don't Like It - Reel Big Fish

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9:40 AM

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haha. hey hi.. hmm.. i just had my science practical test today, right before the test shaun yee got beaten up.. though i dislike him.. but i feel sad for him.. so yeAh.. i told the bully to calm down and leave him alone as he's still a small kid. haha. after that i was doing the experiments and LESLIE was sitting behind me! haha! coralness! he was like "dude, how to do sia?" and i took my solution and showed it to him like "psst.. u gotta wait for it to turn red" and the bulldog faced miss low caught me and gave me a ZERO.. awww.. damn.. well. who cares? haha! but i'd do well for the experiments and stuff. hmm.. we're having a match with yuying sec tmr. well we're now top 6! we gotta beat yuying tmr though they're strong, im the shortstop now so.. im kindda nervous though. anyway.. bye blog. Here's a song by plain white t's, take me away

Take Me Away - Plain White T's

I know we just got here
but i think it's time to go
I didn't want to believe it but now i know
you know who just walked in
and she didn't come alone
I can't stand to see this get me home

Take me away
I'm gonna hurt somebody
take me away right now
how could she say
she wanted more you better
take me away right now

I thought she was perfect
she thought I was perfect too
perfect until she found someone new
now I'm stuck here watching her
I can't take this abuse
what does this guy do
that I can't do?

Take me away
I'm gonna hurt somebody
take me away right now
how could she say
she wanted more you better
take me away right now

Take me away

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1:43 AM

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Dear Blog,
im ecstatic today dude, im the new shortstop for my team! wooo.. alright. coach was like "Marcus, u're the shortstop" coralness baby. haha. ok i gtg so yeAh.. i like Black Sith Lords damn it. they're so irritating. haha. ok. byee blog. we shall meet again. here's a song by blink called easy target

Easy Target - Blink 182

All her signals are getting lost in the ether (That’s what she wanted)
She's a landslide with a city beneath her (That’s what she wanted)
So take a good look, so you'll never forget it (That's what she wanted)
Take a deep breath, I know I'm gonna regret it (That's what she wanted)

Holli's looking dry looking for an easy target
Let her slit my throat give her ammo if she'll use it
Caution on the road lies lies and hidden danger.
Southern California's breeding mommy's little monster.

She's got a mission, and I'm collateral damage. (That's what she wanted)
She's the flower that you place on my casket. (That's what she wanted)
Savor the moment cause the memory's fleeting.
Take a photograph, as the last train is leaving.

Holli's looking dry looking for an easy target
Let her slit my throat give her ammo if she'll use it
Caution on the road lies lies and hidden danger.
Southern California's breeding mommy's little monster.

Better run run run run run (Holly let me out)
Better run run run run run (Holly let me out)
Better run run run run run (Holly let me out)
Better run run run run run run run (Holly let me out)

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7:12 AM

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ahh.. hey what's up.. im bored zz.. err.. i don't know what to say so.. byee.. LOL!

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5:17 AM

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Dear Blog,
hey, we went to baybeats ytd. yeAh.. it was fun. it was CARL's b'day! So.. Justin, Emu, Keith and i bought this Atreyu shirt for him! Carl's parents rocks. yup totally. Before that we were walking to suntec and we saw nat and her clique. then after that she sms-ed me and said "I SAW YOU TODAY!! HAHA!" okok. i like brandston. they're good. but keith hates acoustics so we went off. i gtg. here's a lil song by The Academy Is... called Checkmarks

Checkmarks - The Academy Is...

So there you are, and here I stand,
As far as I remember you weren't half bad.
Your bedroom behavior was never more
then checkmarks on bedposts.
For I remember we never had.

You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I don't make a sound, you hope that nobody knows.
You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I don't make a sound, you hope that no one...

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.

So don't explain cause I know exactly what your going to say.
Big words, recycled phrases, and the bittersweet taste
of other boys on your lips.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.

You get me out of the rain, you get me out of my clothes.
You hope I don't make a sound, you hope that nobody knows.

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.

Do you miss looking up from the floor at my face
on a stage in a crowded room?
Well it's not the same.
I bet you're still a sucker for those famous faces.
Downtown, looking down, down, looking over the crowd,
I hope you're out there, look at me now.
Well it's not the same.
Just look at how we've changed.

So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.
So suck your so called pity down.
Hey, that's not so bad, is it?
So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths.

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9:31 PM

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howdy, hey. hmm. i was at gerlaine's church today. it was fun! haha. i feel bad though cos i would always come late like ytd. the youth alpha thingy i was 2 and half hours late and i was half an hour late today. Gerlaine rocks. she brought me to her church all the way from downtown east. darn noel! he ran away as soon as he saw gerlaine ytd. shy dude! haha. after that i left at 10+. she waited for my bus with and she caught up with kenny and the centralone group at the mrt station after that. she's such a good friend huh? haha and it was also fun today. yeAh. haha. i went to aunt julia's house later yup. i was late though. then we had dinner together. haha my nephew Jovant's really cute, he didnt dare to swim in the pool cos of the incident the other time when he was almost drowned. i dun wanna sleep now becos the day after that would be school. so.. i wanna stay up late. haha. i gotta get the sugar ray greatest hits album man.. ok take care blog. byee. here's a song by motion city soundtrack, make out kids.

Make Out Kids - Motion City Soundtrack

they carved the message deep within
our broken hearts that failed to mend
make out kids never had a change to be best friends

shes into math and magazines
directors cut and grey cell green
armed with an eye for contradictions she sees completely though me

im fond of twin peaks afternoons
inexpensive wine with cordon bleu
armed with a lethora of insecurities we keep eath other amused

and we sing: horray for the madness
we are better by design
lets hope we never have to say good bye
say good bye

snowed in sleepover winter break
cocktails and miniature mistakes
lights out were covered in each others warm embrace

if we keep swimming maybe this will never die
we fail to keep in touch theses days
I'm liquid cold shes murder gray
hollowed by circumstance that pushed us both away

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11:03 AM

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what's up? haha. we just beat temasek today. noel rocks with his fast pitching! woo! we won temasek 40-4. we put our reserved team into play too. haha! after that. i was supposed to jam with carl, justin and moses but i didnt bring my ezlink card and stuff. cos it was just after the match. Anyway after that i went to gerlaine's church. and noel ran away! that shy dude. LOL. i met up with gerlaine at the bus stop and he just ran away haha! her church is fun and i made alot of new frens too. the people there are sociable and stuff. haha. gerlaine is a really nice person haha

Always - Blink 182

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am
I'm trying
So here I am
Are you ready

Come on let me hold you
Touch you
Feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again for real

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9:50 AM

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HI! hey i just found my the darkness album! yay! all thanks to my younger brother. "Love is only a feeeeling!" oh yeAh. they're are my favourite serious rock band! yup. i love their guitars and stuff. Anyways my ex band wants me back haha coral. finally they want to play emocore. yeAh. anyway my side project Ander An is working pretty well. here's the order

Ander An

Drummer- Emanual Moses
Lead Guitarist- Mark Long or Sam
Rhythm and Vocals- Marcus
Bass- Keith or Noel

school is kindda coral today. i sat beside the "hunks" during history lesson, and the VP walked past me today i was like "damn.. its so windy.. my hair's getting messy" he was kindda pissed cos he was bald on the base of his head. Ohh and the senile Low siew leng was looking at me in class then i started waving at her like a ghost hahahah! yeAh okok adios blog.

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1:35 AM

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Dear Blog,
howdy! hmm. life's great, i really want to study but i can't. becos im always so busy with softball and stuff. i can't focus. and during lessons music is always stuck up in my mind.
ohoh btw SORRY KEITH! woo! baybeats is this 15th-17th! copeland's coming. coral huh? at first we thought that brand new was coming but instead it was this thai band called brand new sunset -_- here's a song stuck in my head. Pretty in punk by Fall Out Boy.

Pretty In Punk - Fall Out Boy

Walking off that stage tonight
I know what you re thinking
And he stands alone, because he s high on himself
But if you only knew...
I was terrified and would you mind if I sat next to you and
watched you smile
So many kids but I only see you
And I don t think you notice me
Well I ve seen your boyfriend and I don t think he treats you
right, but thats none of my business is it?
I m not the way you think I am
The only girl who ever gave me the time was the one who only
wanted five minutes of mine
Knocking boots in the back, how degrading is that?
I decline.

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7:22 AM