I love you

I remember every night we spent on weekends

2008-09-07T02:49:00.001-07:00

Dear enter your name here,

During these two years, we've practically enveloped ourselves into an indefinite hiatus, even when we announced a "comeback" and the plans that didn't even work half the time, almost dead not yet. Alas, the silence wore on and we disintegrated insidiously. And we're no longer 15 anymore, that young band. We haven't recorded since then, and barely jammed. We tried to seek a chemistry, a time fitting to merely jam as a band and it was terribly draining. We thought that we're never gonna come back anymore.

Will you give us another chance?

Heyy there

2008-03-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there, action prevents stagnation, a motto I should constantly keep in mind. Every minute, every second, I realise I can do countless things. And of course stay happy and do everything with love. Okayy, by the way I just completed For One More Day, that anecdote by "Chick" Benetto was awesome. A true ghost story, but a lovely one, draws back a sense of reminiscence. One lesson to cherish our loved ones, its definitely a good read for bad kids to reflect on themselves. Okayy, school is starting in a month's time. Anywayy, I've been singing at home, regularly. I don't know, it gives a sense of joy, and my brother would barge into my room "Shut up la, I'm trying to study." Hahaha. I gotta go now so yeah. Ohh ya, did I mention that I love french girls? yeahh I do. Au Revoir!

Listen to Explosions In The Sky; Song: With tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls, we slept

Note: The girl called Kezia

Note: "Stay close to my heart"

Hellohello

2008-03-17T07:37:00.001-07:00

Dear Blog,
Konichiwa! Its been a month since, I last blogged or maybe 1 1/2 months, well its clearly blatant. Apologies! So just a short summary flashback of what has been going on. I'm enrolled into Temasek Polytechnic's Business Studies! Yeahh, dream come true and I never knew that I could have gotten in. Jesus, I hafta specially thank! Cos I was praying for my second choice instead of my first. And to keep it short, I left Subway! After three months, I never knew I'll last that long. My colleagues are awesome, and the customers whether if it is Japanese kids, CJC students, Cine's staff, Caucasian businessmen, French peers, Ang Moh kids (Always ordering meatballs, no veggies, just pepper) Charlton students and German girls. I'll miss y'all dearly, it was certainly a good experience, remembering your favourite sandwiches. How it is done, and the sauce and the quantity. I left cos, I needed to find myself during the remainder of this holiday before school officially starts. And to pursue and complete some stuff. So, the Sandwich Artist has left the house. It felt as if Cine was my second home when I was working.. Btw, I love RCIA! And all of sudden I miss everyone. My friends are awesome, pool pool pool. Though my band hardly jams anymore but I happier that as friends, we're hanging out much more often. Ohh ya, and I've met this girl ^_^ okok shh. Okayy music, The Devil Wears Prada and Crystal Castles. Awesome awesome stuff, gotta listen to them. Man, I missed Saosin and FC FiVE recently. Before this I actually had alot in mind to blog, but its way too much if wrote it down. Life is good, stay happy all! Here's some pictures, George Clooney is back! Goodbye!

Its not their fight

Think happy, within all circumstances

Every child is a jewel, purity.

This song was stuck in my head during January, but its Panic!

Listen to Crystal Castles; Song: Crimewave

Note: Enemies of Khanate like pigs to slaughter!

Protest the hero

2008-01-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello there! Life's been pretty good i guess. :) On 24th January, O level results day, a tense day. In the hall, everyone's seemed pretty okay smiling while some had normal expressions like :| So at 2.30pm there was long announcement given by Mr Simen and Mr Yeo. Minutes passed, and at 3.30pm the results were given out. "The top student of Montfort in 2007, Sze Chuan! With 8A1s" and I went "What the fuck?". Sze chuan, the guy in my class back in Sec 2, always the one being disturbed by me "Heyy Sze Chuan! you're from China right?" yeahh, the first thing that came into my head was China cos of his name. Anywayyy congrats to him, hope that he wouldn't take anything personal.

Okayy right after that, everyone received their results individually. At that moment, I felt cold. Then it was my turn. Awesome! 12 points. I ran around like nobody's business. Halt, it was upsetting as i realised it was 16 points only. Becos they took my CCA as an subject.. Later it was back to 14 points as my CCA minus 2 points which makes my net aggregate for R4, 14 points. So I'm rather happy! :D My results slip had a pattern, so systematic. Look at this

English B3
Mathematics B3
Combined Humanities(SS/Geog) B3
Combined Science(Chem/Physics) A1
Principles Of Accounts C6
F&N C6
Chinese C6

Sweet on the topping, wow!, the great depression below. Combined humanities with a B3 was a miracle, God is real. Sorry for I've doubted Jesus the day after my Social Studies. In social studies, I left out two major SBQ questions totally blank due to time constraints. You won't believe how emotive it was in the aftermath. But B3, how did it happen? Thanks Lord. Okayy, this comes to show anything is possible and remember back in my old posts before O levels started. I panicked, and I come to realise that I panicked for a reason. But I screwed up my electives, especially POA damn. I might be retaking POA privately.

Okayy, the mentors I wanna thank. Roger&Daphne thanks for the care! Sending me out for dinner and such, giving me loads of advice. Mr James Chng for therapy, teaching me and helping me nurture in my character. And Mr Edmund James, the best English teacher ever, sorry that I couldn't score a distinction in English. Like Icelandic people would say Takk.. Thanks!

And you know how parents like to compare their children's grades, and there was this boy. Lets call him D. Cos my dad told D's mum that I was doing better than D (I was only P1 -.-) And from that day onwards. There was a stiff competition, I lost to D in my studies all the way. D's mum kept shoving it in my face, "Marcus, you're a fool. My D is so much better" Drunk words, saying it from their heart but in a harsh manner. Before O levels, D's mum bragged again "Hey Marcus, you can't make it to Poly confirm becos you'll fail your maths" My mum will start lecturing me after D's mum usual routine of bragging about D's results. Okayy then finally after years of being shot at, O levels I won D by a point for R4 and I got a B3 in maths. Hahah okayy, so really! Work hard in life, you'll definitely get the thing you've always wanted to achieve but you go for shortcuts you'll be cut short. And my cousin said "Finally, you've won that fat bastard" Hahaha. But D is my good friend, so yeah.

By the way, so much for my mum and aunt giving me freewill to choose the course I want in Poly. Influencing me in my choices, "No mass comm is hopeless in future, everyone is doing it", making me less susceptible to choose the course I want. But.. ohh well. I know they have my best interests at heart. And my relatives are happy with my results! Offering dinner treats, presents. I'm thankful cos I wasn't expecting for anything. Okok congratulations to everyone who've completed O levels. Especially Monique, who gotten 9 points for R5 and Natasha getting 14 points. Two best aggregates I know for R5 so far.

I'm watching this George Clooney movie right now, Confessions of dangerous mind. By the way, Aline Brosh is awesome at writing. Protest The Hero's new album is good. And my band is rather fine, jam! Okayy have a great 2008 everyone. Bye!

Listen to Protest The Hero; Song: Goddess Gagged

Note: Thankful

Note: 15 for R4 was all I ever hoped for, I'm utterly grateful.

Miracles only happen, when you believe in them. God is real, love.

2008-01-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,

Hello! Okayy, I stayed over at Valerie's place yesterday with Jeremy, which was impromptu. So unprepared that we had to wear her CHIJ pe shorts to bed. Hahaha. Then we caught Alvin&The Chipmunks in the night. Thanks! Your hospitality is greatly appreciated. As for today, Natasha couldn't come with me to TP's Open House due to work. :( Hence, I went to TP with Serica & Jeremy, and I was only interested in business and apparel design and merchandising. So yeahh, town after that!

In the night, Coup Fatal jammed! At Rockstar Studios, which is a definite fav studio now, we went literally crazy when playing Lost Symphonies. Jl's double bass and fill ins, Mark flipped his guitar in an arc and kung fu-ed off the bass drum, Han headbanged, and I swung my bass forward. We were unprepared but it was better than the previous one. And yeah, an hour wasn't not enough cos we were writing songs as well. Oh ya, one more thing we got so carried away doing all that in studio that we failed to notice the camera in studio! Man.. Luckily we didn't come to their attention, imagined if the owners of the studio saw that. Then Jk, Lennie, Nic Goh was present then we decided to go down to Q-Bistro to chill and pool.

And I gotta stop going out everyday. Its burning a hole in my pocket, my payroll hasn't come yet until end of this month. They seized the 15th day payday thingy. Its like, when I'm in need of cash, I'm broke whereas by end of this month there'll be a major influx of cash and I don't think I really need it at that time. I spent my last pay, cos it was a festive season. I'm starting to miss school, I guess those completed O levels as well except those PAE Junior College kids. And my zeal towards Subway is starting to sour, I want to work at Borders so badly.

Cartel is utterly addictive, it has been playing on my playlist over and over again. The 2007 album, do listen to it. Will pugh's voice is amazing, an array of variations and a nice voice.

I need to have a cat. Okayy, goodbye!

Listen to Explosions In The Sky; Song: Yasmin The Light

Note: If you will believe in this

Note Stay happy, always!

Nineteen Minutes, adapted

2008-01-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello!

Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe thats becos is all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it comes out wrong in the end.
But then again, maybe bad things happen becos its the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

Listen to Bless The Fall; Song: Guys like you make us look bad

Note: Adapted

Note: Sigur Ros' Heima is definitely one of the most amazing rock films ever in the history of music and film making.

Note: I've gotten Sia, Blessthefall, Mew, Asobi Seksu, Tristeza, The Devil Wears Prada and Across The Universe. Awesome stuff! Do check them out.

Happiness in 2008!

2008-01-02T08:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,

Sometimes I get this uncontrollable urge that, I want to go home.

When I feel that something, I wanna hold your hand

Thanks?

Hello there, this is the continuation of the previous post on the same day itself.
About the special ones that really made 2007 awesome for me and being there for me. Roping in happiness, joy and love.

Sam Lee- Thanks pal, you've always been there for me. The friend who truly understood me. When all hopes are gone. You never judge, sticking to what's right and helping me stand up when I reached the lowest point of my life especially when it was 2007. My softball buddy, my gig going partner and friend. You were able decipher right from wrong, delusions. And you're the sexiest la. Hahaha. Thanks my friend!

Heyn (Wei Han)- Him, being my friend is definitely exquisite in a way. I can always talk to him, bitch to him and always have a cool personality. Cool as in really.. cool. Nothing can knock this guy down. He is really giving and helpful although he's the most uncontactable person ever, period. He's my guitarist, always glad to have him. Someone I can count on and trust. BeStieZx' bAbYz. And so to speak always giving me items in games! Hahaha. Thank you Mr Rockstar!

Jonathan Lim (Jayel)- I've known this guy since I was primary 2. Best friends when we were in p3. So its been 9 years since we've been friends. He is the most generous person ever and embarrassingly we both have the same interest in A1 last time in p3. And now we both have interest in Leah Dizon. Haha! Him being my drummer is greatest things to ever happen, he never fails to amaze and inspire me. He never gave up on our band Coup Fatal. Even if Mark and Heyn is late, he'd be there earliest. Waiting and now in 2007. Our friendship is built. Thanks dude!

Natasha- She is really cute, witty and smart girl which was supposedly to be intimidating instead it was attractive to me. Always liked being with her. Talking to her cheers me up alot, especially during the O levels period. She also meant alot to me. She's really nice, sensitive yet understanding. And sweet girl! (If only you were from CHIJ last time, hahaha) Also my favourite flaker, flaking on me. Hahaha. But its okay, thanks for everything in 2007. I love you.

Nic Sim- The hardcore hxc kid! Just kidding. His comments on other people is so hilarious, I enjoy how he makes fun of others. And there is no fear in this guy. Like Hatebreed. Hahah. A great friend who is always cheerful in his heart though he may look like he's not happy. He is also carefree, and cares more about his friends than his own. Like the incident when he left his guitar bag and Mp3 at the pool place, he didn't want to be late and cause any disagreements in the clique. He didn't retrieve it but in the end we convinced him to. Anyway, thanks bud!

Naomi- She is really special to me, vivacious and fun-loving. Throughout 2007, she's been there for me when I was depressed. There is always something to talk about with her. Interesting personality, and a person I trust. She is lovely in every single way. It was simply awesome in 2007. Both of us share a love for Madina Lake. She is really nice as well and never fail to make me smile. Thanks for the wonderful times.<3

Mark Long- An awesome friend, back in 2004 when we hung out alot. Always giving me money to take bus when I forget to bring my EZ link card to the Crocodile Farm at Serangoon for our IPW project. These lil things I remember. And always pushing the band, to become stronger. My guitarist, really awesome to have him. And thankful. Thanks buddy!

JK- Thanks man! Always a conferencing friend, the guy who got me hooked on comics which lead me to Catwoman, Selena Kyle. We share alot of things in common. Its hard to friends like that nowadays. He is also really generous and tries to fix the problems in cliques. And we also try to fight lust. Thanks my friend!

Matthew- This friend of mine, without a doubt, the funniest and farcical person ever! Beating Russell Peters hands down, can you imagine? Every 5 minutes, I'll laugh hysterically. The founder of the Ramlys' clique. And its save to say that he is understanding and never gets angry. And a great mediator. Thanks dude, for 2007!

Chris- A great great great great friend. He never gets angry, even if you do something bad. A great sense of humor. It was only in 2007, that we've talked alot though in the past we were in the same clique. An organiser who calls everyone up for outings. And a soccer guy, I'll always disturb him with my all time fav team, AC Milan!

Joanna Jo- Joanna, is undeniably the nicest person ever. She helps my band alot, with pins and banners. Always able to talk to her, never fails to interest me. If only she was my band manager. Gifts&such, really giving. However, we haven't gotten a chance this year cos she's been in London for 4 months in 2007. Hope you're done with MediaCorp soon! Thanks babe.

Leslie- A study partner, bassist partner in crime, Lazlo. Another awesome friend. We've been through thick and thin towards the O levels journey. Brothers in arms when we were studying, collaboration. Lets get into Mass Comm in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Thanks for the help bro.

Noel- We both been in Softball for four years. My first new friend in Secondary one, my class, a dumb blonde. Hahaha. Good looking, hot fella but a blonde. A great pal and marvelous friend indeed. Although, all we do when we hang out in a clique is fun talk. But Noel is somehow, always gives a helping hand and both of us the only sec 1s in the Softball C Division team in 2004. It was destiny perhaps. Thank you my friend. :D

So, on New Year's eve I went for steamboat which is f-ing awesome and rad, like a laughing session. Caught the beautiful fireworks. And I spent the new year with Natasha, it was lovely, we had coffee then watched Across The Universe which was my first musical, it was not bad. Jesus Christ, Mr James Chng, Mr Edmund James, my class 4E4 and the people from my workplace Subway, my assistant manager Shalan, then my fun colleagues especially my crew leader Ebin, And Alvin, Christine, Pamela, Rosy, Jack, Serena, Midhun, Saran and Deepal. And my hot Human Resources executive, Giny. Working at Subway is f-ing awesome and fun actually, its being tiresome is not a matter anymore.

In retrospect, 2007 was one of the best years ever though the irony that there's a major amount of bad happenings and incidents for me. These special ones overrides the sadness, roping in happiness, love and joy.

Its 4am now, my eyelids are falling but I knew I hafta complete this post. Happy New Year everyone! :)

Listen to Deas Vail; Song: Follow Sound

Note: I AM THE WALRUS

Note: Happiness at last

Note: If the local music scene is going continue like that and along with that kind mindset, they'll rot in their own grave.

Note: Heima

Happy new year, 2008!

2008-01-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,

Heyy there, Happy New Year! Wow, its been a year.. amazing, 2007 was the fastest year ever to pass. Okayy, 2007 an ardous and painful year yet awesome as I've known alot of people and the most awesome people this year, it overrides how bad this year have been. Thanks, I'll speak of these lovely ones further down this post. 2007 felt fast in due to O levels, nothing but study, even having to leave behind coffee breaks, 'lepaking', my band, skating and stuff I like. What exacerbated the problem, was encountering betryal from loved ones and friends, and undeniably cruel yeah and I don't talk to them anymore so yeah. But all in all, I've forgiven them. However, I prefer to keep the wonderful people I've met this year in mind! Similar to writing bad memories on sand, and carving the good moments on a rock.

And through this year, I've learn the biggest lessons in life. There are so many things that'll not turn out your way, unpredictable, just when I thought things are already in its worst and most dreary state it'll get worse. The people fucking with my mind. One moment be it your best buddies, then do the exact opposite. Such as doing so many nice things for them and when you're 5 mins late, they'll hate you forever. Which completely robbed my carefree optimistic thinking that everyone is nice. Making me afraid to say anything that may somehow be offensive. And the journey towards O levels, was inexplicably mind blowing. Losing interest towards anything due to panic, no television show that can interest you or even a gorgeous nude chick giving you a lap dance. Hahaha, I was panicking cos I was afraid that I'll panic during English paper 1. So many things that happened, I can't remember. Maybe its a good thing.

However, it was only through that struggle, I've learned all my imperfections and shortcomings. Realised how impertinent I was a person though I thought I was mature and a good person. And it actually takes a lifetime to be a good person. Through all this, it also gave me the sense of love. The love from my family, loved ones and friends. Again, my mum and aunt who both used to be heavily harsh on me. "Study study, you better study, if you don't get grades you'll get it" and my mum went "Its okay Marcus, whatever happens you'll always have me. Nobody can say anything about you or discourage you about your results. I don't care about your results." Wow, imagine how i felt. I've learned that the Lord was doing all this to teach me crucial points in life. And thank you! Yeah, going through utmost pain and suffering only then we'll see life clearly. How much the Lord loves us actually. Okayy now I sound like those protestant Christians. I've learned that don't indulge in this life itself as, life is only a test, one of the ways to happiness is doing good. Sinning is just a short term illusion of happiness.

In 2007, there was this girl whom I trusted, had a little thing for. But turns out to be the weirdest and betraying person. And I broke down after what she did. Two faced, in the first place she shouldn't have told me how much she hated that particular person but then love him? I didn't mind but telling on me, when she was the one who said in the first place? It was terrible but why? And after that I overheard from people(I ain't gonna disclose) that she's a cheap slut. Anyway if you're reading this. Thank you for betraying me, ripping my hope dangling a string apart. I'm not sarcastic. It taught a major lesson in my life. A stumbling block that gave me a view on how cruel people can be, even a person you really trust. And I've totally forgiven you for what you've done. But I'll never trust you again, I'm sorry. Thats why I haven't been talking to you ever since that incident. I hope you're fine now! And have a great 2008.

Life is also balanced out. Everything is balanced. Perfect in its nature. Famous people aren't the happiest people, pretty people vice versa. Pretty people risks having to be raped, while famous people can't have peaceful lives. So think again, before ranting. There is no such thing as luckiness. It is the way the person think. And like last year's post. Thinking about how mature I am, now I realise how weak I am personally.

In 2007, I've met the greatest people that played an important role in my life throughout 2007. And yeah, now they're so important to me. A part of me. Thank y'all! I'll elaborate about my friends and loved ones in the next post. Cos they all should be noted, and they mean alot to me.

Listen to Comeback Kid; Song: Wake The Dead

Note: Abstain from the seven sins, also another path to happiness.

Merry Christmas, Jesus Christ!

2007-12-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Merry Christmas, finally, Christmas is here! Happy Birthday Jesus. Okayy a flashback to recent happenings, Coup Fatal jammed as the full line-up with MQ side by side during that jamming session, yeah completing the instrumental? yeah we're recording tomorrow, hoping it'll work out. Its sooo rushy.. So I don't know. Mark wants to record as soon as possible. Well, I wanted it to be perfect for the EP and since its gonna be rushy, I don't knoww, sorry if its gonna be screwed. Okayy I'll start with the 2nd second day of Christmas, I was reprimanded by my manager this morning, shouted at me cos I was oblivious of my f-ing schedule which was changed last minute attributing my lateness for work. So the 2nd day was relatively messed up, it feels as if theres this thick aura of stress and depression constantly circulating in my head.

However! Christmas eve was awesome, I went to Clark Quay to meet my family at this place called The Cavern for the countdown. It was fun! Though I was with my family & their friends, it was great. Stella Artois, yeah alcohol is pretty nice on certain occasions especially that feeling that goes down your throat and there was the Russian roulette going on, free alcohol if you answer questions like "Which state was Jesus born in?". They were playing R&B music, nigerians and caucasians can really dance, like non stop, with style. hahaha. And the waitresses were hot! Santarinas. yeahh. Btw the food there was rather good as well!

On Christmas day, it definitely marks one of the best Christmas ever! Especially the presents, most of em were unwrapped, which was clothes. But i really appreciate it! :D Thanks. Presents in the morn, hung out with the Ramlys' went all the from Dhoby Ghaut to Orchard through using the long way, we thought were on our way to Botanic Gardens, it was an adventure! Walking through unknown places, roads, highways and through sweet condominiums took us an hour to reach Orchard. After that I went to Jk's place after that at about 9pm. Again, alcohol. Han and Leslie was there and Jk's relatives were awesome hahaha. Especially his Godfather who was high, Il Padrino. And it was Halo 3 through the night, then I passed Jk his present which was Maxim's calender edition! With the models likes of Rebecca Tan, Jaymee Ong, Dawn Yang and Sarah Tan. <3 On our way back, Leslie and Jk decided to stay over at Han's house and I had to leave due to work. I opened the present Jk, Leslie and My band gave me on the bus as instructed by Jk. you won't believe what I got. HEIMA the film by Sigur Ros! The dvd. ITS AMAZING. I was so touch that I was almost reduced to tears. I mean, how did they know? Its expensive, Sigur Ros is epic and I never talk alot about Sigur Ros though I love them dearly and I've been wanting that DVD since it recently came out like a week ago? Thanks JK! friends forever. you're awesome, thanks dude. :) Gosh, utterly thoughtful, I mean it was something I really never expected. It felt like an explosion of euphoric essence when I open it.

And you know from that moment it really blew me away, I knew that these friends of mine are without a doubt true right from day one two years ago. And yes, I wasn't wrong, they truely are awesome friends. Laughter every 5 minutes, most importantly trust. Only through struggle that we've found rest. Thanks guys.

By the way, I've notice one thing, instead of celebrating the birth of Christ. Everyone's celebrating as if there's is nothing to do with Christ at all. Which is upsetting and wistful. But I'm not saying it is wrong.

Okayy, I haven't passed some presents yet. Naomi's!, Joanna's and Jeremy's. Soon!

Okok I'm off now, here's some pictures bye!

Sigur Ros

"I'll take a picture of it before its opened"

"To: Marcus Tetsu, From: JK, Leslie and Your band" Thanks guys!

HEIMA <3

Finally!

I love Selena Kyle, meow

Tipsy and yet trying too hard to look like George Clooney. Hahahaha.

Selena Kyle!

Listen to amiina; Song: Rugla

Note: I AM COMEBACK KID. HXC

Note: Merry Christmas once again! :)

The mixed tape

2007-12-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy, I'm elevated that my band is back! We wrote two new songs recently, pretty excited. One more song to be written to fill up space for the EP. We will record them soon, though we haven't jammed as a full band frequently cos its either Mark not coming or Han, alternative, always. Hahaha but I'm happy already! Mark's creativity for writing, Han's theology in music and Jl's dance drumbeats. And I really appreciate Jl's effort for calling all of us up, booking the studios, best bud man. If you're reading this, once again, thanks dude! I'll put in everything to glue the relations back together, allowing us to write better songs, improvising. Wish us luck, we'll be utterly thankful. :)

News about work, it is awfully weary and tiring but relatively fun, my managers are rather strict yet caring. I've been shifted to Suntec for a week cos Suntec needed help, thats why I haven't been around Cine, I'll be back in Cineleisure after that Subway promotion ends which is next Wednesday. Due to the promotion, its a good deal for the public but I'm suffering cos of it. Hahah. Well, for last friday I was shifted to Orchard Hotel's Subway for a day. I love Subway! The reason for working at Subway is the inspiration from the employees at Cine's Subway, wrapping it fast. Like what Dawn said, weird inspiration! Its great to see different people on a daily basis, though there is a minute number of customers being vague assholes. And I got burnt and deep cuts several times during work, bloodshed which made me understand the love of parents through work. Hard work cures insomnia too hahaha.

Well, as for today, I went to the Cathedral Of The Good Shephard for mass held by the Archbishop Nicholas Chia. It was awesome, you can feel the solarity. On the way back, walking out of the cathedral, I bumped into the Archbishop! I've seen him in catholic articles and heard alot abt him, so it was an honor to meet him. I requested for him to bless my crucifix, and he did. I'm grateful for that. He is undeniably humble and pleasant to talk to. And he used to be from Montfort Secondary too how rad is that? We had a short conversation, within that few minutes, I knew that he is one that truely deserves to be respected.

Casey Calvert passed away a week ago, I'm devastated by this event as Casey inspired me immensely. Hawthorne Heights and Casey's wife Ashley is perhaps going through a dreadful time right now. I hope that for the best that they'll be fine! The news affected me more when I realised that Casey was the screamer for HH, when I flipped through my dusty 2005 Alternative Press magazine, which consisted of Hawthorne Heights on the cover page. Gave me a flashback of the Yahoo! Next Big thing, HH performing, Casey screaming. I believe Casey laid the bricks of the foundation for screaming, there was something special about it. Heartfelt, not plain growling, it was passionate. HH was also my favourite "emo" band back when I was 14, I don't know what to say.. Probably maybe I can cover Ohio Is For Lovers with my band! I ripped off my screaming style from Casey, the screaming guru, thanks man. He died peacefully in his sleep which maybe viewed from a lighter point. Rest in peace.

Anywayy, I miss Naomi! More than anything else, I guess. Haha

Sorry about this post, its abit different I guess, the next post will be back to norm? okok bye!

Listen to Copeland; Song: Thanks To You

Note: Tegan & Sara, owns. Hahahaha, eccentric yet nice music.

Note: A higher entity must be along with me, through struggle

Note: The only thing that make dreams impossible is the fear of failure.

Note: Swatch rulez

Young Folks

2007-11-28T08:10:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello!

"If I told you things I did before,
told you how I used to be
would you go along with someone like me"

The Pursuit
-Jesus Christ
-Family union
-Coup Fatal
-???? (Something I cannot disclose here, hahaha)
-Eradicating unhealthy fear
-Paris
-Happiness

The 7 of the pursuit, they're highly elusive, but I should go all out. This is a short entry, to balance out i guess? hahah okayy I'm off now, Sam is back from Korea! Bye!

Listen to Peter, Bjorn & John featuring Victoria Bergsman from The Concretes; Song: Young Folks

Note: Justice League's Christmas episode is love.

Note: Still after Paris, I must go there.

I think I'm falling in love with Naomi, maybe its infatuation.

2007-11-24T07:10:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hellohello, Office work is.. so mundane. Reminds me of O levels. Plus, the working hours is 9am-6pm which is pretty time consuming for me cos I want to go out and Topman only require full timers which I'm not ready for. Hahaha so yeahh, hence I'm gonna be working at Subway cos the schedule is more flexible and I get to leave at 4pm. Which is pretty rad cos Cine is opposite Scape and I get to jam with my band! hahah yup. And I've always wanted to work at Subway since I was a kid, regardless of the low pay, well the people there inspired me to do so. Making a sandwich with style. Hahah the sandwich artist! Hopefully, I'll love my job and work hard perhaps. By the way, since the start of the end of O's, I've been going out everyday. So, I stayed home today, read John Gray's book, exercise, yoga, guitar, sung, drawing Jaymee Ong (She's pretty! Well, part of my sketchbook for design) and sweet television. Anywayy I just gotten Tegan & Sara's music, I don't know why i did, its eccentrically quite nice. Okay bye! And stop that Jenna Haze and Lela Star shit. Os is over guys, and porn is bad. Hahaha. I'm still rather busy at the moment and getting everything back to the way it was and better, which is the pursuit of happiness part 3 and it is difficult, but it'll work out I hope! Btw, Here's some pictures and a video :D Adios.

Hahaha so cute! <3

Adel was wondering if this can be sold for 2 bucks, so buy this poster! Support ATC

Nice read

"virgin...!? spammers and thewinekone. OH and my dress!"

Listen to Emery; Song: Party Song

Note: Do you recall the day you were the, such a radiant smile and you can't wait to see your firstborn take his very first step

Note: Always believe! Nothing is stronger than faith & true love

Note: Coup Fatal is back! Slowly, steadily.

Note: I'm infatuated by you.

Flash flash flash

2007-11-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Okayy, I gotta address some matters, I don't get it. Why do people like to judge others when they don't even know a single thing about them? Losing themselves, spewing out false information and flaming others. Cease all these nonsense, I beg. Picture me, finding happiness in moments such as plugging my guitar into the amp, playing a song then out of the blue an anonymous person pops out from an MSN conversation and starts ranting and flaming as if I murdered his family. And simply no balls to reveal his identity (I can't blame him for that, must be an employee from New Urban Male). But, he certainly doesn't know me well enough to judge me. Well, if flaming me makes him happy, go ahead, go all out and insult me. See people, dimwits like these its awfully saddening for them so why not let them have a pinch of happiness? Its okayy, I wouldn't hold a grudge against them. BUT insults about my loved ones, family or friends simply cross the line, so fuck them, if they ever do that. I'll defend their cause. Sometimes these people breaks up the friendship of others and yeah its utterly true when I lost a best friend myself because of the lies by the peers. Anywayy! Stay strong and face this people, because all this things kicks in, it makes them look like a fool. Okok, Enough of all that! Lets talk about the happy things in life, last Friday was graduation night! The taking of pictures was fun fun fun. And I'm still waiting for Adib to send me this picture. Joy and elation was filled since it was the last day to see my classmates, teachers and schoolmates. 4E4 rulz hahaha, it really is. If there's an award for unity, it should be presented to 4E4! Cos in those two years, nobody was enemies though there was a premonition back in secondary 2 streaming. Everyone was not just friends, but above that average state. Talking to each other with ease, working together, play and study hard. Good fun, as well as bad fun. hahahaha. I have never been in a class like this. Okayy, I'll emphasize more on 4E4 in probably the next few entries. On Monday, finally, coffee with Naomi! Lovely as ever, really nice to talk to, I've missed her so much, I really did since like 3 months ago, it felt dreadfully long. Yeahh, It was good. After that I met up with Lennie, Leslie and Jk. Lennie's got a shop Fareast, pretty darn cool eh. And yesterday, there was supposedly a band meeting at my house but Han's phone was messed up, I called his house in the morning to inform him but my bandmates haven't come to my house for a long time since O levels. Then I forgot that he might have forgotten my address. However, Jayel and Mark came! So, that makes if 3/4 of Coup Fatal. We chilled for a while, played guitars and I made them my rose syrup milk drink. Its tasty alright! hahaha yup, then Sam and I went jobhunting with Jk and Jayel. As for today, it was a nice relaxing day at home reading Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult and Saving fish from drowning by Amy Tan then Church bumping in Mr Edmund James the best teacher in Montfort Sec. Btw, this is supposed to be an entry for pictures and due to my hiatus I haven't blog, now I'm gonna try my best to blog everyday. Bye! Here's pictures from graduation night. (Didn't really resize the photos)

Part of 4E4

The brotherhood

My gestures like a five year old and look at han. hahaha

Our form teacher! In his unglam moment, caught him. hahah

Kudos to one of the greatest teachers ever, Edmund James Jr!

Justin and I! He wants to get a car in two years time, savings from his job. Ambitious! My eyes -.-

Noel the blonde, Me and Sam

Best buds, I look so idle here. hahaha

Lastly, my band, four us in the middle and our classmates! I love my band.

PS: Sorry abt the size of the pictures, it doesn't fit in with my layout. I gotta change my layout soon.

Listen to The Album Leaf; Song: Moving Mountains

Note: Flash, flash, flash

Note: New obsession with the Justice League and Batman

O levels are over!

2007-11-13T08:25:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! I've been waiting for this day, its the end of O levels! yeahh babyy. Cheers to everyone who completed O levels as well! Out of sheer desperation to manifest the joy in me and load off my back, I literally threw my bag up in the air once, then twice and along with the screaming of "GRADUATION! HAHAHAHA". There after, I unbutton my uniform but on second thoughts nahh I'm not gonna run out off school in the nude. So, at 10.21am I arrived at home. Packed everything and the necessities required for Sentosa. The outing consists of the awesome, fun-loving people none other than Matties, Mark, Sam, Chris, Noel the dumb blonde, JK, MQ and Timothy(HEH!). It went well, simply laying out on the sand at Siloso beach, the scenery and sunrise takes your breath awayy. Yeahh in my English essay for Os I actually wrote about places i'll miss and go to, Sentosa's Siloso beach. What is better than being out with your best buds and hanging out at the beach? Well, it would have been better if Wei Han, Jl and Nic Sim were able to make it. They were at this bike thon, starting from 7pm Kovan all the wayy to Habourfront Sentosa till i don't know when. Hope that they had fun too. Okayy, after the beach, we went to Vivo for dinner then Dhoby's Parklane for CS!(Typical boys thing) hahaha. yeahh, it was a great day! :) Okayy back to business, everything is gradually falling back in pieces. :D yeahh hopefully. I can feel.. this.. aura transcending throughout my body, I'm becoming George Clooney, probably 74%. HAHA. OKAYY I AM DANNY OCEAN ALRIGHT. :P Then, my band will be back in full force, I pray. COUP FATAL GO GO RANGERS, we're gonna break out of this one year hiatus. So, its gonna be graduation night on Friday, it will be a blast! Anywayy one last thing, i'm starting Hellgate soon! From the creators and producers of Diablo. Its really fun I heard and indirectly this is the game i've been waiting for 3 years, cos i've been waiting for Diablo3 to release and well this is Diablo3. Ohh yeahh. Okayyy i gtg byee! And I'm being sunburnt right now and I am going down to Temasek Polytechnic tomorrow.

"Jayel(Brad) and Marcus(George)" yeahh :P

Listen to RX Bandits; Song: Freestyling

Note: I'll be updating more frequently, probably everyday after 18th November. The end of my hiatus.

AC Milan forever!

2007-10-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello there! O levels has already started, okayy. sadly, nothing abt Titration, Precipitation, Extraction of iron, kinetic particle theory and fractional distillation of fuels came out. Well, at least I know that lubricating oil has a lower melting point than Bitumen. Ahh, all that blood, tears and sweat for nothing. Okok maybe it is not that drastic. By the wayy, I checked out the Cambridge website, For O levels you can actually take Fashion & Fabrics and Tourism as a subject. How cool is that? Okayy, so I am chilling at home right now on a Thursday night with my Nata De Coco Jubes mmm.. And of course television, watching Mr Oliver making a delightful strawberry mint champagne and yeahh AC Milan's soccer highlights. Exercise, Yoga, with a little positive thinking. And work starts tomorrow again, gear up. Wish me luck. :) Goodbye! Here's some pictures. Eat, sleep, repeat? I've been ranting on my blog alot lately. One last reminder "Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent".

Sonny is back, with that "Note to self, I miss you terribly, this is what we call a tragedy."

How I wish never grew up, simplicity

Listen to Blessthefall; Song: A message to the unknown

Note: Jubes, Nata De Coco is a high-fibre, low-calorie and cholesterol-free dessert. Spend hours of fun munching these chewy, juicy cubes or mix it with cocktails and other desserts to create your very own treats. Light and fibrous, it's especially suitable for the health conscious.

Note: AC Milan forever

Note: O levels is to be remembered, a scar. Like what Sameer said "I did it in 2003, Sucks." hahaha

Note: The all new Say Anything album is out! Two sides. The Album Leaf released The Enchanted Hill in Japan, that cd is amazing. Get it.

I learned so much this year

2007-10-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Back by popular demand (yeah right. hahaha) okayy, i've been pretty frustrated lately by O levels. Its really killing me this time. For instance, panicking in bed till 4am, short hours of sleep, trembling, coldness, lost of appetite, lost of interest towards anything. I even had nightmares about studying (Ya like doing a physics paper). Well, don't worry. Life's becoming so vague due to plain studying. Okayy so the last few days i've been trying to relax, cool off. Hopefully everything works out! :) I miss going out so much. I miss my bandmates(Jonathan Lim, Wei Han and Mark Long), Joanna Jo, Natasha and the Ramlys' especially! Yeahh okayy, hiatus till 18th November alright. I gotta fix everything piece by piece, it'll take long but i'll try my best. The pursuit of happiness part 2. Hmm. people change but i hope its for the better this time! By the wayy, God has been great, inexplicably amazing and his unfailing love is just amazing. And I love my mum. Convalesce? O levels left a mark on my life, its a scar and its not really far. Okayy for my prelims, things were quite okayy but i can't go into a poly with those results. I passed 5 subjects but i failed mathematics and F&N. Of all subjects mathematics. Man.. I'm gonna cry. Anywayy this year has it ups and downs. It taught me so many things about life within this short time span. Yeahh, things are so mundane currently. Okayy readers i'm sorry for being boring after not writing for so long. Cos things have been bad and frustrating for me.. so i hope i'll see this through. Thank the Lord. Anywayy i can't believe its gonna be a month of non stop O level papers. Starting next week. Wish me luck. Goodbye! Here's The Fall Of Troy
with excreations, yeahh thomas leaves me speechless all the time. Just look at how he plays, he's a drummer for most of his lifetime but now singing and on the guitar for 8 years. He's only 20, take him as an example that anything is possible.

Listen to Envy On The Coast; Song: The Gift Of Paralysis

Note: IMPORTANT. If your grades is good enough to go to JC, please go to JC. Don't go to a poly, you're making life difficult for other students. Well, at least don't go to Temasek Polytechnic. hahahaha :P

Note: I'm going all the way out for you, yes, your dark coffee eyes transcends that love. How i wish i was in Paris with you.

Note: Set For Glory!

Note: I need that melting warmth of love.

When Naomi Sparks

2007-08-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Okayy its been about two week since i last blogged. Firstly, there was this photography workshop at Scape last week. Then i had dinner at Fareast then down to meet Sam and Jk there. And so last friday i was chilling at Coffee Bean with Naomi! Which was pretty awesome, cos its been so long since we last met. The both of us have been really busy and yeahh it was good. :) And you know Coffee Bean is definitely one of the best place to go. So btw, thanks Naomi! It really meant alot and i guess i'm gonna miss her alot cos im going to be on a 2 and 1/2 months hiatus which is the end of O levels. Speaking of O levels, i feel that i've been talking abt it so much as it has robbing me of my time. Now, i can barely do anything i want at all. Yeahh, with all this studying and staying back after school, taking up 1/2 of my holidays on March, June and the upcoming September holidays. I don't know, my mind has been feeling so heavy lately. Its like this i'm trapped within this constant entanglement. Haha, guess what. My younger brother's really thoughtful, i was studying ytd then i mentioned abt being stressed and all. Then immediately, he passed me his PSP and said "Play some Pro Revolution Soccer to destress!". Man, that really made my day. He's God sent. Anywayy, Last but not least I have to emphasize on something crucial. Please stop lying, causing people lose trust in each other and keeping empty promises. Really, its causing way too much trouble. I can't believe how oblivious people can get, not knowing how hard it is to earn someone's trust back. The first kind is friends who act as if they are close to you but they like to imply shit about abt you, your life and whatever you have, Making comments to boost their mentality of being a higher status than others. Another kind of friends are those who are really sensitive, i mean please don't ignore your friends or give the stink eye becos certain people really didn't know what they've done wrong, you start ignoring your closest friends for no apparent reason? And another one, the loved ones. Don't give two side of the stories and turn the tables when you're with the opposition. Becos it confuses people greatly. And its pretty darn hurting. Okayy i'm not referring to anyone in particular, really so please don't take it the wrong way. But yeah due to all this, i've lost the trust towards alot of people and i turn apprehensive and become f-ing careful with everything i say. Just keep any unnecessary nonsense to yourself and cease yourself from screwing people's lifes up. Yeah all this happen within this year 2007, how i missed the past and things were utterly more simple and happier those days. However right now i'm recuperating slowly, cos things have been awesome now! So yeahh, sorry for ranting abt the past but I had to let things out before this little hiatus (I'll still be online but busy), this things some of em happened a long time ago. Forgiven and I've forgotten abt it so don't sweat abt it. Hahaha. Rest assure that my loved ones, family and bandmates that I'll always love y'all. I mean i can't say for sure (After what happened to the Apostle Peter) but keep it in mind that though i'm away mugging, i still love you. And I hope all of us can maintain and hold on to this trust. Okayy i hafta go now, Geography paper tomorrow. Bye! Photos.

Naomi & I

From her camera to my Samsung

Hiatus till 18th November, yes i might be like George Clooney by that time hahaha okay i gotta stop the George Clooney thing.

Listen to Anberlin; Song: The Unwinding Cablecar

Note: Ahh, I don't look good in these pics and I never looked good smiling i guess but its definitely worth smiling in these pictures! :)

Note: Okayy on 18th November, my last paper. I'll have board shorts, aviators, a volleyball and lotion in my school bag. And probably a textbook and notes (For the paper that day) Yes, right after my paper i'm going straight to Sentosa's beach! Letting everything go i guess. Chillax and feel the ocean's breeze. I hope it works out. Feel free to tag along alright! Just call me up or anything.

Note: I'll start taking pictures and camwhoring after my O levels like old days.

Note: My mind's off a sunny beach, somewhere far away

Note: I went for so long, and I was so wrong and then I met you, and now I can’t live without you and I don’t want to, I’ve done that all my life until now

PS: I've got Bone Palace Ballet by Chiodos, 2 days before the release of the album. Preorder it! Its really good

God's love, I love God!

2007-08-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there, its been a while since i saw your face. Okayy things have been pretty good lately. My band finally recorded a last instrumental, im getting a ts9 pedal. And my studies have been relatively okayy i guess. I passed the ACSI 2003 Maths prelim paper! yeahh though its just a pass but there's a marked improvement. okok! The latest news, i passed my Chinese O's! Sexy. Like after four years, this is my first time passing. yeahh so that intensive chinese thingy worked after all. I wanna thank the people who has been helping me especially my chinese teacher she's f-ing awesome for helping me, gary goh chinese genius and my drummer Jl! Thank y'all. The feeling was !explovsive I thought i was gonna fail, yeahh being pessimistic so at least its not that bad. I contemplated for the worst. Yes, so my teacher was utterly proud of me hahaha. yeah cos i'm an E8 material and i passed. Okayy so i went down to Homeclub ytd, bought the ATC EP from Jem. Great EP, it cures insomnia. And i also got the new Eisley album, Combinations. Okok im pretty busy these few days so i'll close up this post here. Goodbye! Here's some pictures and videos. Wait hold on, i got this from Joanna, this room is fucking amazing. NEW ROOM Click here

Spider powers

World peace \/_ Hi adib!

Sigur Ros, the epitome of music. Its so touching and beautiful

TSOAF, yeahh three cheers for Craig owens and Anthony green

Listen to The Sound Of Animals Fighting; Song: Horses in the sky

Note: Remember Ruby Pier

Note: Listen to TSOAF and watch erotic videos, it fits so well

Note: Work hard O level Candidates!

Note: 2 more months

Good times last forever

2007-08-05T07:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello there! Well, once again. Its been a long time since i last blogged. Alright first things first, Baybeats. I gotta admit Caracal and AVA did one hell of an awesome show, yeahh caracal Montfort pride! On the first day i was with Sam, Jon and Ben after that i gave Coup Fatal's pins to Dawn, Holly and Annabel! It was great cos i haven't met em for so long, I hope y'all like the pins. :) (Yeahh we've grown!) Yeahh, hopefully we get to hang out again like the old days after my O's. And on the second dayy of Baybeats i was with Naomi and her friend, it was fun! Naomi was so cute&bubbly, thanks for the company! The crowd was insane, luckily we didn't get sandwiched by the ppl. Long story short, Baybeats was awesome though i didn't catch Giants Must Fall (JEAN!). Yeahh meeting up with so many ppl such as Joanna Jo(Finally back from London!), Jem and Adel, etc.. Okayy anywayy yesterday i was on my way home on the MRT. There was this adorable little baby with a tiny beanie in a pram, wriggling its toes and feet. Pea-size sparkling eyes. The baby was stretching along with some minute gestures trying to reach out for his parents. To my surprise, instead the parents was paying more attention to the PSP than their own baby. Wtf. hahaha. Well, i waved at the baby. That little infant glanced at me and gave the most delicate smile ever. That totally made my dayy, yeahh. That radiating smile, aura-ish brigtening feeling that touched my soul. Leaving me in a state of euphoria. So ya, i gotta have children when i grow up. hahaha. Damn it, i can't believe the parents. Oblivious of the presence of their own child. Okayy before i went out ytd, i was doing some home recording, yeahh mark recorded the guitars. So new Coup Fatal songs. Home recorded material, i hope that y'all like it. Anywayy, I love Eisley their music's amazing, Sherri Dupree's voice and lyrics melts my heart. Yeahh i've always been seeking for a band like this, and i finally found them. Eisley, yeahh whenever im feeling down, happy or anything i will definitely listen to em. Its like this serenade. Okok i gotta go off noww. BByee Here's some pictures.

Naomi and i <3

Ahh i look so blur, Naomi roar

Madina love

Note: Make everyday more beautiful than it was yesterday

Note: Cold Joke of the day "Do you know why my Ipod just bit me" cos it has "30 GigaBITES."

Note: I felt that i've cheated you when i saw that look in your eyes

Note: Catch Amateur Takes Control next sunday cos Jem is lending me guitar pedals (hahaha thanks bro) Yeahh its their EP launch next Sunday, 7pm. The EP is 8 dollars for 7 songs. Its really worth it. Songs that cleanse away your sins and calms you down when you're pissed off. So do go down and support them alright!

Listen to Eisley; Song: Golly Sandra

Hahaha

2007-07-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there, anywayy it was my kuzzin serica's 21st birthday last week yeahh so i've been away for a while, stayed over at the chalet. And i haven't been going out cos i was studying, you know settling down first and getting things right. So i've nothing much to blog about. Halt! Actually.. there this one more special person(Lovely&means alot to me i guess) that i didn't mention in my last post, but i'm not gonna say who she is cos im a shy boy. hahaha. well, maybe she knows who she is or maybe not. ahhh heck, probably she's really caught up with her studies too. hmm Intelligence plays an important factor as well. hahah. alright im off then goodbye. Here's a great video by this band.

Note to self: I miss you terribly, this is what i call tragedy, come back to me (So emo)

Note: Coup Fatal has new photographers! There's this one who's got an awesome camera(Yeah 15grand). But he takes pictures for the Asian National Geographic, so we're animals too.

Note: Cobra Starship's album in my hands.

Note: Enough of those flirty scene chicks

Listen to Coup Fatal; Song: Save the scene

its happening all the time when i open my eyes.

2007-07-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there, once again it's been awhile. guess what? i've passed my chinese O level's oral, yeahh i was ecstatic when i heard the news from my teacher. Life's been okay i guess. it was relatively better than last time. yeahh things have changed for the better but still it was nothing compared to what i experienced back two years ago. I had the time of my life. Ohh ya i've been so busy lately in the world and its distractions that i have no time for reflection. Okayy i promised Francesca that i wouldn't jam until and only after O levels, but right after we record next week alright! Promise. <3 Yup, cos wei han is back and beaten down dengue. Well, i convinced him to record. So we're back! For one time just to record then we'll study. Next week, Which is exactly 3 months before. But i can't say for sure that we'll record due to tuition and time constraints. Ohh ya we were featured on last monday's Straits Times. Yeahh thanks to Tessa who asked us on myspace and interviewed us! Anywayy i despise hypocrites, deceiving cunning two faced people. The first hypocritical person, stop lying to get your way through. Like using a pick up line "I wanna buy the Gibson, can i have your number so it's easier to contact you?" bitch. Nothing but a wolf in a sheep's clothing, So get lost mere shallow dung. Another type of hypocrites, the two faced people. In your eyes, they disguised themselves as kind figures and boot-licking people. So don't go telling everyone "yuck, he's such a loser" or "oh hahaha they're a bunch of losers and they suck! :D". Then in front of em, its the other way round. Yeahh stop it please. Its making trust people less. I hate it whenever people does things such as in the first place, he or she detest a particular person then down the road, that particular person gets famous and rich that kindda crap. Then they start liking that person and suck up. This sucks. Just like what Jesus said "One cannot serve two masters, one must love one and hate the other." yeahh and i second that. Okok enough with this emo bitching. So yeahh i don't care anymore. I'll live through life with my head in the clouds, when the day gets blue. I'm always smiling. :) Okayy then i gotta go noww, wish Coup Fatal all the best! Anywayy i realised the people in Singapore, especially teenagers such as the scene kids, people into fashion and stuff, the only thing that they have been feeding is their American dream, its never satisfied. Okok Bbyee. Okayy btw here are pictures of some special people.

Francesca <3, I see an angel hahaha. at least its not as cheesy as this line said by some guy who wants to BUY a gibson.

Emma de Caunes, fav actress

Dan Young, wonderful lyrics written. Unique voice. Always looked up and wanted to be like him

Kate Moss, my latest obsession. Yeah im slow

Curtis Stone, in my opinion he's the best chef ever.

I've always aspired to be like George Clooney. hahah yeahh

Twink, if there's any girl i want to marry. That'd be her.

Miami Ink, yeahh if there's a reason to get a tattoo. Its them.

This is me when i was 14, hahaha i look so young.

These people plays an important role in my life, so yeahh.

Note: Coup Fatal is back for a week, then a three month hiatus

Note: I should have never grown up, make believe is much too fun

Note: Can we go far away, to the humming meadow and im feeling lost without you in my arms

Note: Anyone wanna join my Tokyo Police Club?

Note: Mankind will never be happy unless they are one with God, there's no happiness on earth except nature so lets be one with nature.

Listen to Tokyo Police Club; Song: Cheer it on

Good Morning Hide!

2007-07-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there, anywayy couple of things have been happening lately. Firstly, i've been pretty busy recently with my studies so i didn't update. Okayy, anywayy Rock For Wayne was awesome! It's probably one of the best gigs in local music history. yeahh i was with Natasha, Sam, etc.. it was fun! And Naomi looked gorgeous in that psychedelic dress. Secondly, Jean from Giants Must Fall is totally awesome, im a big fan of her and she commented our band on myspace! So that made my day which the day before yesterday, four days after tuesday. Plus, do go to church more often people. God's love is real and he answers our prayers all the time, look at it from a different point of view. Btw life's pretty good cos Coup Fatal is back! We've jammed twice and we have two new songs right now. We're gonna record with an mp3 player or digital camera, im so excited! And the week after the next, i've talked to Nick from Wallwork Records that we'll be recording. haha our first track of the EP. So after this its 3 months of hardcore studying. Anyone who wants to study with me? call me up alright. Okok down to the sad news, Han has been sent to Tan Tock Seng hospital today due to dengue. The news hit me when Mr Lee called me up today. Man.. i felt like an ass, cos initially i thought that he deliberately ignored my phone calls the past few days. If any of you wants to visit him, the visiting hours is 12-2pm and 5-8pm. His ward is 72 and room 14. Well, im visiting tmr. Jl, Mark and I hope that you'll get better! you're a family member, like what han said. "My band is a dysfunctional family i chose". Okayy we love you so much bro, take care. I gtg now byee.

Sam's new SLR pretty awesome eh? and im doing his signature pose

Note: Let me reinforce this, Karma is real and it was so clear to me

Note: Get well soon han!

Note: Jeremy's new hair makes him looks exactly like that Gatsby guy, i have picture. I'll upload it next time.

Note: Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about, cause i don't remember anymore and you warm my heart. Despite my imperfections, you'll be there.

Note: Make me a workaholic for O levels.

Listen to Eisley; Song: Brightly Wound

Softball

2007-06-12T09:06:00.001-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! 3 cheers, Finally Montfort Secondary Softball wins the championship! So now both C and B division are champions and Nanyang Girls High won both C and B. Cos the C division tournament was held in March, surprisingly MSS and NYGH won too. Yeahh, i can't believe we beaten Maris Stella, ACSI,Raffles and Pei Cai. (Yeah, i know stuck up schools. Well Maybe ACSI is alright cos we kindda know em hahaha). And welcome the two new players on our team, Shaun and Yuki. Hahah Yuki is really good and made in Japan. Okayy i gtg now. Anywayyy the podcast is coming soon after i get the songs from the bands and our band's little recording might be coming soon as well. Byee! here's the SRC pictures.

Alright guys we are just about to invade China, Here's the plan.

Line up

Noel

Gabriel

Whenever i look at this picture it reminds of me coach shouting "MARCUS! Stop being idle la"

Buddies for life even during Softball!

Mr Wong the coolest teacher

Shaun and Yuki

Noel being "pillared" after the match

Nanyang girls & us

Again thanks for the memories

Olive from NYGH, Yes Noel she can pawn your ass :P

Naomi from NYGH, she caught this direct drive ball. Really awesome.

Yay! We won! PS: we have a video of this acting like AC Milan when they won

End of the season, Goodbye! <3

Note: I love Softball! <3

Listen to As Cities Burn; Song: This is it, This is it

Every moment, i die

2007-06-03T08:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy! i haven't been blogging cos im busy. For this holiday i must get things back in line. Cos for the past months every thing wasn't working. Life is a delicate construction. I've noticed whenever you think its the lowest point your life, things just get worse and worse even you think its the already down to its final state eventually everything just falls apart. Cherish every moment, make full use of your time. And people really change as time goes by, when i was 14 the ones i kneww were so amicable, selfless and much fun. I still remember the times when that every 5 mins i'll always smile and laugh when im with em. Well, for now they have changed into something i would have least expected. Undeniably greedy, no regard for the feelings of friends who cares for em, backstabbing and having the wrong desires such as fame. Everyone's going their own ways, different social circles. How i wish everyone can just get back again like old days, a life so simple. Like living in a small town off the beach. Alright i hafta go noww adios! here some pictures

Friends divide our sorrows and multiply our happiness

Card House Dreamer, never stop smiling

Naomi made this, she's so sweet!

Listen to Bless The Fall; Song: Guys like you

Note: Nico gets to stay in Singapore!

Note: Friends make sure that you'll never be along again

Note: Wherever i go, i take you with me cos i don't want to see you live

Note: I miss all of you!

PS: I'm making a new podcast show. one more thing, my band gets to record at Wallwork Records! Yeahh at 35 bucks per hour, im sort of excited and we were supposed to play at Esplanade with ATC 1st July but we can't soo yeahh. By the wayy something's definitely wrong with my band noww and I'm really upset about it.

starlight

2007-05-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hellohello! Its been a while, hahah im back from msia. well, i needed to relax and recuperate myself. It was rather good! yup, Naomi will be going to msia from wednesday to saturday too. im gonna miss you! Plus, i realised why i did badly for my mid years, i just can't study with music yeahh. its totally out, okayy i gotta study really hard now and this friday's parent teacher meeting will be f-ed up perhaps? Anywayy, on my trip i realised that time is really precious. I gotta live like im dying, do everything i guess. Laziness and procrastination is plague that ensnares me. okok, ohh yeahh one more thing i realised that people are always blaming God for mishaps that has happened to em, but as a matter of a fact it has nothing to do with him. In life everything's equal, things happen for a reason. I realised it too, you pray to God for this and that it seems that nothing has been done but actually he has already answered your prayers, he knows what best for you. Lets say there is not bad thing that ever happens in the life time, life can really be boring at time so take it a challenge and test. So don't just give glory and honor when he does great things. but always keep in mind to always love God and remember that he'll get you through anything and making anything possible. okok i gtg noww byeee, <3

Can you see the irony? By the wayy, thats 6am in the morn

I love Emma de Caunes

Australia's next top model owns america's next top model hands down, these aussie girls are like 16. Being 16 and they look amazing.

PS: If there is a special someone like Emma de Caunes, i'll treat her like a princess. <3 hahaha

Listen to This Providence; Song: Anything is possible

Note: I love Emma de Caunes! Are you like Emma de Caunes too?!

Note: I bought the Mr Bean's Holiday movie cos of Emma

Note: I gotta get the movie Ma Mere (Emma de Caunes again)

Note: Wayne Thunder passed away yesterday night, its so sudden. The Suns will always be the best local band.

I've been jumping from the tops of buildings for the thrill

2007-05-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey there, anywayy i screwed up most of my papers. Well, yeahh. okayy i gotta work harder but its a relieve i guess. A fuel for improvement? Ohh yeahh. By the wayy i finally understood how it feels like to be in the lowest point of your life, being like a dying flower losing its colour. After O levels, i must get back on my feet. Ohh ya i won't be going for CUT this saturday cos im going overseas. sorry sam! I wanted to drink and dance the night away :P okay i just written a new song, new lyrics hopefully Coup Fatal, we can record this June. It took quite a while for me to write em. Anywayy byeee. Here's the lyrics and some pictures. if you any suggestions for the song name, feel free. PS. You're so good at stretching the truth into a sugar coated lie that everyone takes a bite.

Lyrics:
I wake up to a quiet morning
With the dead silence lingering beneath my breath
Our love went by so fast
Like the bullets you have driven into my heart

Chorus:
These moments turns to memories
In everything we had
I’d give up everything for one more day
For just one more day with you
But it was the hope that you had to kill

And I have never contemplated the day you’d do this
Now that you’re lost in the eyes of others
Don’t bring roses when I am down in my grave
For it reminds me of someone I once had

(Chorus)

Bridge:
How could you say your love is forever
When you say forever’s nothing now and you
Knew it meant everything to me.
As I will never love another with the same way that I’d loved you

Copyright. Marcus Coup Fatal

Okay, maybe the copyright part wasn't necessary. Ohh ya, can't be anymore emotive? i should put like "I miss you so much that i rip out my eyeballs" hahaha. k thats too extreme.

I hafta to be like Dan Young one day

I just got the Anberlin's new album, this is my current favourite.

Listen to Shakkalabbits; Song: Monster Tree

Note: If i sinned further, im allowing Lucifer the deceiver win.

Note: Your lipstick tastes like an ashtray

Note: I'm a Card House Dreamer

Note: I thought i forgotten about you yet i look back you're still my one and only

I'm falling more in love todayyyy

2007-04-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello there, im back from mid years. hahaha i was half an hour late for my paper! Cos i thought that it was 8.30pm and instead of going to the hall to take the paper. i stood outside my classroom wondering where everybody else is.

okayy anywayy, if anyone is in pursuit of happiness. firstly keep smiling and think positive. let go off all the unnecessary desires and do what makes people happy in return vice versa you'll be happy, be selfless and abstain from the seven sins plague tangles you up. Get away on a holiday to place far away(Paris?). Or you can take chocolates, it has been found that chocolate intake has been linked with release of serotonin in the brain, which produces feelings of pleasure and makes you ecstatic. I mean happiness is like, you don't just have sex out of lust but purely love.
And what i think is most important that there is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved. Just keep life simple, like a toddler. Everything a toddler wanted was simple and they're happy. Slow down, count your blessings and how lucky you are right now. Smile :)

Naomi rocks! her xanga is interesting not boring, she takes the best pictures. She's getting me a present, aweeesome.

I just wanna be happy.
But I can't quench my thirst.
I'm always missing something.
Maybe I just need more.
Or maybe I should just breathe and slow down.

Well you've wasted.
You've wasted so much time.
Trying to buy what you can't buy.
You can't buy happiness
And if you really wanna live.
I'm gonna have to let it go.
I'm gonna have to give it all.

A toddler's art :)

See, Happiness :P

Anywayy i gtg byeee.

Listen to This Providence; Song: The pursuit of happiness: The 2nd movement

Note: If loving was easy it wouldn't be love

Note: A french girl just added me on myspace, which is awesome cos im planning to go to Paris next year.

Well, i know your secret to happiness

2007-04-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy there! The mid years are coming so soon, okayy i gotta study. Anywayy we decided not to play at the gig on the 27th, one more thing i can't stand some homo egoccentric suck up. Nvm, hopefully that little guy changes. I'm fine with it, just its annoying, its okayy ignorance is bliss, heck with it. Plus Nico is leaving Singapore and moving back to holland on June if he can't find a work permit so please message if there's any info on getting like PR or sth. okayy i gtg byeee (Sorry if this post is boring =\) K picture.

Well, i know i know your secret to happiness

Listen to Cinematic Sunrise; Song: The Wordless

I can tell you right now

2007-04-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hello, i've been regretting and getting depressed over the last few days/weeks. Sometimes dreams comes seemingly true and i thought i had everything under control. Anywayy why do people like to listen to gossips and lies aren't true rather than listening to their own friends? and eventually become rivals. One more thing, why does people always lie, like telling me false information like not liking/hating this person and yet do the exact the opposite. It will be a much better world if everyone didn't lie even it was a white lie. And i wonder why people like to look and remember the minor bad things by heart instead of thinking back at the much greater side of things of what a person have done. After going through so much, i think yeah life is really unfair sometimes. Well, i've learned how to count my blessings. By the wayy, after it all to me life is just a test, so devote yourself to helping and abstain from all sorts of shit. Be just like Jesus and Buddha, they both set as perfect examples on how to live life. I've also learned that don't think ever think of having reach a state of maturity and kindness, i may never know. Always compare yourself the highest one. are you that mature, forgiving and thoughtful? Like the snow may be in the purest form of whiteness, but the clouds in the sky are much whiter. So think twice before you do anything. Okayy, im writing too much hahaha. Anywayy apart from all this, im planning to go to Paris, France next year! After my O levels, im gonna work and earn a sum of money and just go there. Probably 45 days? I've checked on the hotels, expenses and the plane ticket. I need to find myself, where the sun shines so much brighter. I need to go there, im not sure if i can't make it. But i really want to though, y'all may think im crazy going there myself. Maybe someday, you'll understand. hahaha. Okok i gtg byeee! Here's some pictures, anywayy we're asked to play at this gig on 27th of April. Do tell me if we should play at this though we're in a year's hiatus. And we have plans on recording this new song during June, longest song we're gonna write and 3hrs of recording. So do give ur support and thanks to everyone who bought our pins!

Turn the page to a new love, im living through life with my head in the clouds

I find myself a bit of a mess.
Life just isn't fair, is it?
I miss the years when we were young,
Innocent and so naïve.

And in the midst of this self inflicted pain
I can see my beautiful rescue

Listen to This Providence; Song: An Ocean Between

Note: Envy breaks any friendship apart

Note: Abstain from all the seven sins

Note: I've been jumping from the tops of buildings for the thrills of the feeling

Note: Death is not a tragedy, but life without a purpose is

Note from Nico!: There's a petshop closing at JooChiat, so if u wanna adopt a puppies. Email me at freestyler__2004hotmail.com

2007-04-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,

A dying flower
losing its color on an empty field
i guess thats what i feel like,
cuz it aint summer anymore
so whats the meaning,
when all around me loses its purpose?

do you wish you were out there,
hoping and living for something more?
well your here

www.purevolume.com/currymansjournal

Thats how i feel too.

Listen to CSS; Song: Patins

I write sins not tragedy

2007-04-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Im back back back. Sorry if i haven't been updating, Anywayy i've been hanging out with Sam alot recently, i also met some of favourite people last week. Relatively awesome, anywayyyy i just received my band's pins. So do get it! And thanks to those who bought it, you guys are awesome. It was jl's birthdayy ytd! Happy Birthday and the Ramly's caught Mr Bean's Holiday, it was hilarious and i have a new obsession now, Emma de Caunes. She's really hot when she acted in Mr Bean's Holiday. ohh yeah by the wayy people, Karma is real, i swear. You better believe in the show My Name Is Earl. Things happens. Plus Mr Edmund James is the coolest teacher now. okok i gtg byee, and i love Twink! Here some pictures, byeee.

I ♥ you, Twink

Sign :)

Sexy Sam and I cam-whoring. hahaha i just realised what a cam-whore i am

Dear Angel, where are you, how long? your lipstick tastes so sweet

Add this banner to your page!

Listen to The Fall Of Troy; Song: I just got this symphony goin'

Note: Karma is real

Note: Lying is the most fun thing a girl can do without taking off her clothes off

Note: I love Twink :)

So you can speak

2007-03-08T04:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Yesterday was pretty good as we pwned yuying 16-0, so we're into the second round, back in 2004(DOUBLE PLAY! Hi noel :p) we went through hell against em and tied, in the end we won bringing us into the national semis. Go go softball! Hahaha! 4E4, my class we played softball in class today! it was really fun, 2 guys guarding and looking out at the backdoor and frontdoor for any teachers. It was damn funny, Justin batted and wei han too. fielders sitting and there were bases. Hahah! and that Major League Baseball song. Ohh ya, Coup Fatal pins, we'll get em soon and will be selling it :) Anywayy do catch The Album Leaf at Mosaic Festival, ohh yeah i heard that Sonny Moore left FFTL(?!). Nico! hahah wasted, last year SFG played at Mosaic, if only they played this year, Nico could have watched it for freee this year. hahaha. ohh ya here's some pictures and i still have Fall Out Boy stuck in my head especially Pete Wentz, i wanna catch em again! (Please don't put Saw Loser to open again :p) okok byeee

I wanted to know how i looked when i feel alone

Euro Fair in town

Christmas, lets rock

I love my mum

One more thing, the new episode of the podcast is up, you can check it out at www.musictree.podomatic.com or click on this link Music Tree Second Episode to download.

Listen to Sigur Ros; Song: Saeglopur

Note: Wherever i go, i'll take you with me cos i don't want you to leave and i'll be here for you.

FALL OUT BOY!

2007-03-03T21:12:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, just came back from the Fall Out Boy concert! It was f-ing awesome, i couldn't believe it was happening! the whole band was so close, and pete wentz is sexy! i'll update and edit this more next time, guess what? i found a Motorola Rzr Pink phone on the floor =\ and i asked around the crowd during FOB's performance then this girl took the phone and didn't say thanks. her boyfriend looked at me in the eyes and i knew he was afraid in his own eyes, i think that phone doesn't belong to her. Ahh what the heck, hopefully she's the rightful owner of the phone. Or else she'll die of greed someday =p hahah. okay. anywayy i didn't get to catch a movie with Francesca today, she called too late =( anywayy happy birthday sexy sam! bbyee

Listen to Fall Out Boy; Song: Golden

Coup Fatal

2007-02-27T03:45:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey i just blogged with my band, so i'll bring it here too

Heyy everyone

Anywayy Marcus here, We're going into a one year hiatus due to O levels this year, we really wanna do well and enter a good college or poly. At first we wanted to try and play, multi task between music and studies this year but it was utterly difficult and the time constraints. Anywayy we have wrote 3 more new songs now, and we wanna record Natalya's Aversion and re-record Pull That Trigger. I mean through this whole thing and process of in this band, i felt that we've grown up and our friendship became much more stronger, not just friends but brothers. I'd really hope we can play this year but we can't, maybe June but i doubt so. Most probably December we'll be back at a gig! So please stay tuned! And we wanna thank all the people who supported us! Wish us luck for O levels! We'll be trying to complete our 5 track EP as soon as our O levels is completed, yeah!

People we wanna thank! Joanna Jo, Nic Sim, Sam Lee, Jon Koh, Eudist, Nigel, Ben Sim, Thomas, Adib, Noel, Matthew, Christopher, Carl, Amaka and all those who came for our gigs, got our pins, gave us tons and tons of support, PlayStopRewind, visited our myspace and the cheering and moshing crowd! We'll definitely remember all of you, y'all made us a band. We're nothing without you guys, so thanks! We'll be getting a banner soon too, thanks to Joanna Jo!

Love,

Marcus, Mark, Jonathan and Wei Han

PS: Check out this new podcast, Music Tree by Marcus. www.musictree.podomatic.com or just click on this link Music Tree to download the podcast, various local music artist including us.

Anywayyyy, thanks to everyone who supported us! We'll get our pins and banner soon hopefully. And it'll be awesome if WakeMeUp, Strait Records and Fruit Records can help us sell the 5 Track EP when its done :P

I've learned something too, at first we played music when we aspired to be like our favourite bands and rockstars but now i feel that we've grown, playing music cos we really really love music. So this hiatus is fine, we'll write more songs! :D

okok i gtg study, byee cya.

Listen to The Sims 2 music (XBOX); Song: The one on the pop punk list. Sounds kindda ambient (LOL! First time describing music like this)

Note: Pray for the best!

Fall Out Boy

2007-02-24T08:54:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Heyyy, its been a while. hahah anywayyy i hope u guys liked that podcast, i'll be coming out with another new one soon. One of the bands would be Rika :) ohh ya, i went to the Good Vibrations fest! Thanks to Natasha for the tickets! really. Iamdavidsparkle. yeah they were good, hahah the first band was SL and nat doesn't really like Saw Loser. hahaha. Btw, i've been really busy, my band too. we were supposed to play at DXO today but we canceled it cos wei han had something on. We'll get the pins soon! yeah and im busy with research in food and stuff. Plus Sam and i bought the tickets to Fall Out Boy's Infinity On High! Next saturday, 3rd of March. the 4th is Sam's birthday so wish him alright? ohh ya, im not really into FOB as i used too actually but most of my friends are going soo yeah. hahaha, Pete Wentz! And i've heard from Sameer that Saw Loser's opening for FOB and one thing for those who hated Fall Out Boy, please listen to the new album just like what Sameer said. Anywayy see you people at the FOB concert! :) Goooodbye

Listen to Fall Out Boy; Song: The Carpal Tunnel Of Love

Note: Be enlightened

Note: Let's shake shake shake this

Note: Hope this is the last time that i'll never say no to you

Music Tree

2007-02-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey what's up! Anywayy i just made this ;podcast' at 1.30am ytd, its on local music, i guess more underground local music. I didn't have a script and stuff soo its kindda messy perhaps? But still please do check it out, its called Music Tree. Download it from here
Music Tree Launch
The bands line up:

My Squared Circle
My Writes
Coup Fatal
Hear Me Toby
Set For Glory

Listen to Acceptance; Song: Different

Note: A happy chinese new year!

Valentine's dayy

2007-02-14T03:11:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Happy Valentine's day!
Love love love is everywhere!

And to the people who supports Coup Fatal, thank you! We'll put the names of those who supported us from the start on our EP once its released! :D Happy Valentine's Dayyy!

Listen to Coup Fatal; Song: Affinity

Words of Nico, which is wisdom

2007-01-30T03:43:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey hey hey, anywayy life's good i guess. Everything seems to be back to normal. :) Hahah well i've decided to make a new post instead of editing that post cos its a day difference. School was relatively fun! haha school's awesome, cherish youth. Ohh yeah, i hit a homerun over the fence yesterday, so Mr Wong owes me Seoul Garden buffet! haha, he's gonna be broke. haha Well, guess what. When i was about the hit the ball, i had a flashback back when i was 11 when i first started softball and what Mr Leong said. "Focus on the ball, imagine its in small motion. then WHACK!" very motivational words. anywayy friends are awesome, nobody can live without them! Coup Fatal is hopefully gonna be back, new songs, We have a new pin design up, thanks to Joanna Jo! Well i can't say for sure that we'll be back real soon, so its safer to say a one year hiatus. Anywayy we wanna study hard and stuff, if all goes well, Do well for our O levels. :) I've been quite busy with Geography, Maths and F&N etc.. I've also learned that sleeping is a luxury. So here are the pictures i wanted to put up. The first 2's lighting is bad cos in the lab the lights are different in a way, i don't know. Anywayy byee!

Listen to Copeland; The Last Time He Saw Dorie

Note: Anything can be overcome

"I heard you need an abortion there lady, no sorry. I only deliver the babies. Abortion is homicide"

First chocolate i've made!

I wish you were here <3

Club 21(I wanna take up photography soon, should i get a new camera?)

Thanks Joanna!

Broken Glasses

2007-01-28T08:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey there, hahah life's okay i guess. I pretty much wasted this Sunday, i slept in the afternoon. I forgotten that there's a test tmr as well, damn. hahaha nvm, i okay with that subject soo probably i'll just read through it. Im watching The Contender 2 now, its kindda late though. Its 1am? Not going to bed yet. heh. Anywayy my band is writing up more new songs now, so stay tuned! Thanks. Byeee blog, anywayy im getting the Copeland's new album now. I'll repost and edit this post again cos i wanna upload some pictures. Soo byee! cya.

Listen to Set For Glory; Song: 6/8

Note: Don't waste your life away doing nothing. Live life to the fullest! :D

After the sirens

2007-01-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey what's up? Its been so long, anywayy i don't know, life's kindda f-ed up. My friends called me a suck up, hypocritical and mean. At first i was talking and being quite close to this guy they don't like then after that i didn't know it lead to them not talking to me alot then i started to like complimenting them to get to kindda start a conversation, i never knew it would be any form of sucking up. Im really really undeniably utterly sorry guys, please accept my apology. You guys are my best friends man, serious. Btw, i also realised i've made the biggest mistake in my life. I finally understood that guy, plus i've lost his friendship forever. Yeah, im dirt now, my band haven't been jamming due to Han etc.. Alot of things happening in my family too. Should i blame Lucifer? Please help me Lord. Anyawyy byee

Listen to Hear Me Toby; Song: Broken Glasses

Note: Hear Me Toby sounds good, very suitable for the radio stations

Note: Envy, Avarice, Gluttony, Sloth. Damn this.

Set Your Goals

2006-12-31T12:15:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, Happy New Year! 2006 was quite good actually even though bad things happens at times, well i guess last year taught me alot of important lessons although in the past i thought how mature i was etc.. One of the best part is that i've made so many awesome and good new friends! They're really cool! hahaha. Plus i've also notice how others have grown up and i've been starting to observe people more. From couples, children and teenagers etc.. Everything seems like a story that is written interestingly with vivid details. Like the time i saw the couple who looked like they were in their 70's and they were holding hands and i can see that their love is still strong. Anywayyy, i love my band more than ever, those 3 buddies mean so much to me. Thanks guys for everything! The Ramly's are utterly awesome people too! They'll never fail to cheer me up. The musicians, skaters, chicks, the gig goers, people overseas etc.. friends that i've made and meet along the way, thank you guys so much too! At first i thought that 2006 was started off badly, but i've learned that i should look on the bright side. Maybe, i'm enlightened like the Buddha. Hahahaha, kidding kidding. I'm Christian! So God Bless, Thank the Lord too! :) Yeah, byeee! Ohh ya! I didn't mention names cos i know y'all definitely know who you people are, thank you all so so much!

Listen to Set Your Goals; Song: To be continued..

Note:One thing i've learned in the year 2006 is that, Nasi Briyani is not Fried Bananas LOL. Thanks guys for telling. hahah okok i get mixed up okay?

Note:God bless 2007 and everyone in the world!

Christmas! you have my attention

2006-12-23T09:09:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! Today's been great i guess. one more day to Christmas Eve! Isn't that awesome? haha anywayy i've decided to meet up with my old friends and stuff. There are so many things i wanna wish for people and stuff. My cousin, Kevin! He bought me the new Sony MP3 hahaha, i've always wanted to that ever since i saw the advertisement last week. Soo yeah, "All i need is my Sony MP3 and my ears" and at 3pm i went down to orchard mrt to get the Friday Tee, Im the first guy in Singapore to get the new Friday tee! haha yeah said Hafiz from Friday. Hahah soo tmr's Freakcore at Arts House! Go down, it'll be at 7pm featuring Inside Process, etc.. Get the Coup Fatal buttons and pins from us! Then after that i went down to Far East and listened to some Christmas Carols by this chior, it was great cos i wanted to listen to Christmas songs. Ohh yeah after that, it was the Ramly hangout! yupyup, we played CS! It was good fun! But i left early due to this Buffet. haha okay, byee.

Listen to Acceptance; Song: So this is christmas

Note: A very Merry Christmas!

blessings

2006-12-17T23:11:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Anywayy yesterday night was the best night of Coup Fatal ever! We only got to play 3 songs cos we should really really little tickets. Thanks for listening to Pull That Trigger, the major moshing to 94 Hours and the wall of death for Black Label(Especially the part everyone was fighting for the mic, that eurasian guy)! The crowd really brought our spirits up. I really wanna thank Nic Sim from Wasting The Name(R.I.P.) to help play Black Label for us! and the various people that came down to support us, Jon Koh, Nic Sim, Eudist, Thomas, Sam and Lennie. Although there are tons of people who didn't turn up. But i'm already utterly contented and happy that you guys have the intention to come down! Thanks, it means alot to us. So we'll be playing at Security Check this tuesday at 10pm but i hafta go for my cousin's wedding so i'll be a little late. Ohh yeah, we'll be selling buttons and pins too. So do get it from us! The pictures are credited to Sam Lee, You rock!

For more photos, you can check out my myspace or my band's www.myspace.com/coupfatalmusic

Ohh yeah lets get back to my unwritten post, okok the past few days i was having this 45 minutes battle with this cockroach. I was playing my computer at 3am then i was on my wayy to get a drink then. Right outside, this 4cm cockroach was staring at me and moving its feelers. Then i toook out my weapon out from my sheathe(Wrong Spelling i think). Soo i used the newspaper and tried to grab it. It ran soo fast! Then it flew, then i took cover behind my sofa. After that it decided to retreat behind the television, and i can't believe i took it soo seriously and talked to it like "Come out bitch.!" LOL. Then i decided to go to bed, before i carry on. Info about this cockroaches, they can survive 45 minutes without oxygen, they can live up to a month without food, they have a lifespan of 1 year and they can breed abt 300-400 eggs. Which got my hair standing. =\ And if the world ever result in a nuclear warfare. The only living creatures would be cockroaches cos they're much more resistant to the radiation and they can even feed on paperglue. This cockroaches have no life, all they do is run around and piss people off. Okay, anywayy soo a few days after that it appeared again at the same time. Soo i took out my spray this time thanks to my wonderful mum for getting it. Soo i sprayed at it continously and it didn't give up! it still crawled on, then it crawl up the wall and fell then i sprayed at it like nobody's business like the machinegun that Arnold from Terminator would do. Then i took my newspaper to pick it up and threw it out of the window in triumph and my brother and i did this victory screech just like spongebob. Victory! Although i guess the best wayy is to use a Vegas Roach Trap, it can be made at home with simple utensils and stuff. Byee!

Listen to Acceptance; Song:So Contagious (Thanks Nico for introducing Acceptance to me! They're really good.) Yeah Francesca added song to her Xanga tooo.

Note:Francesca sms-ed me at 4am-5am in the morning, coolest thing ever.

Note:I love my band

Note:Joanna Jo is the most awesome person ever!

I love my band

2006-11-30T10:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, i haven't been blogging lately. Sorry, i was really busy World Of Warcrafting. Hmmm, life's good i guess. all i want is to thank God for giving me this marvelous gift, Life. Yeah, i'll write a song about you but im too busy lately. So when i have the time i'll get my acoustic guitar to write a song abt the one Jehovah or Jesus. Well, i talked to Jovene alot today, she told me so much stuff about her school. It was hilarious, about relationships and bitchy people. Ohh ya, we went to Daisy Rock to jam, i session for Wasting The Name as the vocalist today, i gotta say they're good. Better than bands older than em, Kudos! :D Anyway i love my band! Yeah, Coup Fatal just recorded again, but the new song wouldn't be the final vocal version. Cos i wanted to try this unique way of screaming but i didn't like it. So down to the recording studio again. Well, you can check out it on our myspace at my links. We'll start properly with our next original! Hopefully this would take a longer time to write and fill in everything we like. By the way if i don't tag on my tagboard thats becos im really glad that u guys tagged and i shouldn't take up space with my message. Im not worthy enough. hahaha! so really, thanks! love you people. Ohh ya! Alesana is amazing, i know you guys know em but still check em out on www.myspace.com/alesana! for some good stuff. Its worth the copying and pasting of the link! haha :) Anyway byee! i gtg train my vocals and start smacking that bass(LOL!)

Listen to Alesana; Song:Tilting the hourglass

Note:Life's good!

Note:Define emo

Note:Emo kids are cool. Its the f-ing emo posers that screw things up, making the scene look bad.

As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
Ill look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy (I was typed this message to Sam for fun, it played at the same time when he was listening to the song! Best Friends! hahaha fated.)

Coup Fatal gigs!

2006-11-24T23:09:00.000-08:00

Music Mania 5 The finale! You guys gotta come down and stuff. haha. Please message me through ur handphone, email or myspace/friendster. So come meet me to get the tickets! haha. Before i take out my gun! just kidding, haha. just try to come down alright?

The Full Flight! We'll be playing for Security Check! This is quite awesome cos we'll be playing alongside with No Direction! But come down on the 17th december one alright? and for full flight! the last gig there would be Plainsunset, 20 dischanger, 4thirty and Paris In the Making. But we wouldn't be playing but still go support them! They're really good.

Most of all we wanna thank Roy and the other organisers for asking to play! A big big thanks! It means alot to us

Blah

2006-11-10T06:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, SAM ROCKS! Haha, and Noel. thanks guys for spending so much time crapping abt stuff during Softball. If not it would have been so boring, damn it. Softball's like 4 hrs 3 times a week now. Sam was really pissed ytd, real pissed. Chill dude, haha. Anyway yeah Jared! Im gonna help you with my Ninjitsu and Katana to fend of that guy (Swipe his ass as well if he wants), First you gotta help me too. hahah. Ohh yeah, we have more gigs coming up, thanks to all the organisers for asking us! thanks its feel great. so we're gonna have more soon and we're hitting the record studio again, around this week i guess? mark's going to Japan for a weeek. Gonna miss him. Pull the trigger would be recorded properly and this 3rd original Awake would be an unreleased demo and downloadable recorded with a digicam. Joanna from Friday Clothing is gonna take pictures for us at gigs and normal band pics. Thanks babe! We'll go to that shop in heeren someday. I just found out that Nico was the one who started Rockin Xmas! Anyway people its time for some popcorn and anime. So bbyee! ANIME FREAK LIKE JON KOH! HAHAH, Hold on, check out this song. The song i've been addicted to lately.

Listen to It Dies Today; Song: The Constant Reminder

Note: I wish my lawn and grass emo so that it'll cut itself

Note: True friendship can be seen at first sight

Note: Coup Fatal got a friend's request from a Suicide Girl!

hey hey hey

2006-11-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, tons of people didn't come for the gig today, due to O levels on the following day and Hari Raya. But still it was great! Even though most of our friends wasn't here. Thanks to all the schoolmates who have came down! And we didn't expect a moshpit, but moshing took place and it was nice. Well, its cool to start it first as a band! Especially this 2 caucasian guys hahaha. Anyway, i must really thank those who've came down. Like Ramly's, Rugby's, Classmates, Carl and justin from TAE. Okok byee!

Listen to Saosin; Song: Uphill Battle

Note: How i wish i had an idol in a crowd. hehe

Hey guys!

2006-10-31T21:54:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hey~ Anyway 5th november is this sunday! its awesome, Nico is coming! if our timeslot is after 4pm, and Matt might be able to pop by! and francesca! Plus our school friends! Rugby, gamers, softball. Ohh yeah, so here's the rough songlist
Lost Symphonies (Saosin) - Soundcheck
Seven Years (Saosin)
Pull the trigger *NEW* - Original
Smile in your sleep (Silverstein)
Awake *NEW* - Original

Ahh, we can't play new covers due time constraints soo no ascendancy. :(

Listen to Alesana; Song: Apology

Note: New friends are awesome!

hahaha

2006-10-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, I was soo glad i went to the gig on the 22nd, Ohh yeah ytd at the art's house was a great day! Jl, jk and i met so many ppl and talk with some awesome ppl. Like Matt ava, Gaffar from ROTA and etc.. Then out of the blue. This chimp came along destroyed my day well, you can't blame what right? I know that a person u despise so much and trying to stay out of it and ignore it. He can make it soo bad, not just a hard bump pisses you off. Just the sight is so blasphemous. Well, you can't control that particular one. He just hafta bump into so hard even no matter u try so hard to move away. Worse than ah bengs man.. zz.. I thought i already talk to someone about it, promise and made a deal. Well i guess forget it abt it, shall act like i never known this guy. From that moment on i knew that a marvelous day can be turn off badly by someone whom you hate. Fuck, i don't wanna talk abt it anymore. Anyway Matt is starting World Of Warcraft with Wei Han and I! hahaha yeah. awesome. okok byee

Listen to Protest The Hero; Song: Bury The Hatchet

Note: Protest The Hero's amazing!

Note: You notice i don't really use foul words online or reality that much, you can actually guess the hatred that burns inside. So please please, im trying my best to forget everything even the person himself.

Note: Such a marvelous day can be worst of the worst day just becos a someone

Note: A leopard never changes it spots (rightful phrase)

Sickness & good happiness from friends

2006-10-25T02:22:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! hahah, school was really fun today. i made the largest paper plane! Its made out of this national geographic map from this month's issue. Then i threw it in classs, it flew soo far! Anyway pages from national geographic and graph paper is the most prefered for making paper planes. Anyway, im pretty sick and tired this few days. Having a bad sore throat, Today's jamming was pretty good but we didn't put our heart in it. But still, hmm i don't know how to say hahaha. OHH YEAH! I received an email ytd, we're invited to play at this Singapore Countdown gig. Its big! Damn, we're really happy to receive this but im not sure whether we wanna play or not. Cos WHERE'S HAN!?! hahah. Probably we gotta compose some more pop/indie stuff. hahah. Plus today was a good day actually, Im the most improved student for Chemistry! I received this prize from Miss Ong, Justin gave me this vocation prayer card with Jesus picture on it, I put into my uniform pocket then nic sim tried is pinch my nipple LOL then it shield me from Nic sim's evil clutch. Thank Jesus! :D OHH YEAH! JK CAN ACTUALLY GUESS WHAT I THINK! Smart! Good sport. hahaa okok i gtg, this post is getting kindda boring. :P

Listen to Alexisonfire; Song: The Fear Of Myself Made Me Feel Odd

myspace!

2006-10-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! I love myspace! its great that our band is receiving quite a number of friends requests, from pornstars, foreigners, musicians and our very best friends! We'd really hope that you guys would feel free to send a request cos we don't really add people around. Anyway right now, the exams are over. and we've beeen jamming alot. Average for abt 3 times a week and we're on our way to completing the 4th original, its more emotional but not angry, pretty ambient and indie instead of heavy. I really hope we can record real soon once more! okok byee!

Listen to As Cities Burn; Song: Admission regret

hahah

2006-10-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! The exams are over! Gonna get a new blog soooon, anyway life's goood. Ohh yeah, 5th November. We're playing our 3rd original as well! So come if you will. thanks! As Cities Burn kick asss, they're making a new album. Francesca rocks. hahah okok bbyee.

Listen to Saosin; Song: Follow and feel

hey hey hey

2006-10-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! Lennie, Jk, Nic, Mark and i went to punggol mrt! it was fun, there was this scary house, wanted to checked it out. pretty creeepy though. hahah. After that we went over to Ryan's place at 9plus pm. That smoker =\ Anyway the best part was we played with lighters, flammable liquids! explosive goodness :) hahah. it was soo fun. anyway, i gtg study now! byee

Listen to Chiodos; Song: The lover and liar

Note: How can someone who've met someone, act like he'd treat that person like he had 2345161761 years of friendship with him/her? I feel that guy's a dick dude. hahah forget it. This is the last post. I can't stop. After this im gonna make a new blog! soon soon.

Hey!

2006-10-04T23:53:00.000-07:00

Dear blog,
Hey we're playing at Gas Haus on the 5th of november! We've got abt 15-20 tickets, ask me if u guys wanna come. woo. We'll be playing our 2nd original for the first time. anyway bbyee, ohh yeah. the exams are quite okay

Listen to Coup Fatal; Song: Just pull the trigger

its just time to say hi to hope

2006-10-03T07:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey dude, anyway okok. all this while i was refering to Keith. Gotta be frank right? haha. Anyway i don't wanna talk abt it anymore. Let what's been done be done and forget abt the history. So anyway next week after the exams! im gonnna change to a new blog and exams are really tough. nvm! i'll study hard! lol. okok byee

Listen to Saosin; Song: Uphill Battle

Note: Karma

blah shuddap la.

2006-10-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey, just here to say, we're having our exams now! hahah. pretty tired and stressed out. Nvm, just 1 more weeek. Aiyah, anyway i thought i could change someone by posting up something real and the truthful, how i really feel that it could change his mindset. Luckily i voice out abt the band issue, But i guesss this really shows a leopard never changes its spots. Like Nico said on his blog, Shut the fuck up and keep anything necessary to yourself. yeah.. and Don't do things and showoff indirectly with this aura that people can feel. I know it and i sense it. So stop it. You stay out of my life, i stay out of yours. Im doing this for this guy's sake. Don't ever disrupt my friends. Lets say losing your loved one, a friend and ur group is not enough. I don't know what to say. So i beg of you please. I just wanna live my own life and everybody does. I know you're self denial but maybe thats how you are. I should just ignore it, anyway Justin rocks. I did not spread information to others and what's worst is that you don't even feel you're in the wrong, like someone told me, yeah. there's something wrong. real wrong. From bad to worse, higher than level of worst. blah, can't explain it. Yes i know copy and paste the link to show everyone, like you always do and tell the whole world. Ohh yeah enough with this, probably this would be the last post of that guy. I hate it when i write about it. anyway, Faris is back in Singapore! okok bbyee.

Listen to As Cities Burn, Song:Terrible! How terrible for the great city!

Note: A blog is an online diary
Note 2: Sometimes you can judge someone by looking at him/her for the first time
Note 3: Will God ever bring justice soon?

Carl hates arrant end lol

2006-09-29T01:39:00.001-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hi! Anyway, i just came back from Compass point with JL, Carl and Lennie. It was quite fun, we talked and talked and opened up alot. And Carl told me that he doesn't belong to TAE, he just plays for them and he's not close to em. Thats all i can say, thats how he really feeels. I hope that Carl gives them another chance now, Cos i heard that this guy wanted a competition with us badly and gave the stuck up and confident face. :) Well, definitely SOMEGUY would have no choice but suck up to Carl with lies. Yeah rmb, James Bond and his stuntmen. James Bond just get all the glory without doing anything. Obviously now i hate the guy i've hated much more than ever. He's more of bastard now, no sense of being loser. Its damn hilarious and absurd! Cos i mean how can someone be so egoistic, a showoff and big shot when he's such a loser and jokes doesn't even make any sense? lol. i was laughing my asss off when someone told me abt it. BTW! JK IS GETTING THE AS CITIES BURN ALBUM FOR ME! LOVE YOU JK! Hahahah. The whole album's awesome, im obsessed with em now. hahah

Listen to As Cities Burn; One: TwentyEleven

Note: Ahh, what a good and beautiful sunny day today :)

coup fatal's love

2006-09-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

1/2Coup Fatal + 1/2The Arrant End
Dear Blog,
hey hey hey, what's up? thats mark, me, carl and justin! racial harmony's performance! im gonna study all the way now. yeah. i've already been sick for a week. damn. I can't wait for the exams to be over! So im gonna study real hard this time. anyway i'm filming for ava this saturday soo yeah. ahh, mark, wei han and i didn't get to record this acoustic song today, btw its gonna be clear! cos we're using this proper recorder. So after exams! gonna hang out with you guys, old friends, new friends and current friends! love you ppl. okok byee.

Listen to Nico; Song:Daydreaming. (Great ambient effects! I can send it to u ppl)

Note: You're just like James Bond and your bandmates are your stuntmen. Get what i mean? So just stop bragging abt your 'coolness' when you're just useless and keep your mouth shut, don't even think abt competition with others. To my friends you're a joke and loser. But you piss me off. (To the guy i've always hated)

Created @ LoserAlliance.com

Morning view

2006-09-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! Anyway we're gonna play at Gas Haus! YEAH! COUP FATAL! 5th November, but we told the organiser that we might not play though. But we'll definitely play if we're ready. Byee!

Listen to Saosin; Song:Voices

WOOOO

2006-09-20T02:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey dude, lol. i've learned how to make a balloon puppy! yeah its pretty simple and fun. I'll upload the picture of it soon i guess. some twisting and turning, ohh yeah. i was really ill ytd, sorethroat and it was freaking dry then my fingers swelled in class. Ohh yeah check out Nico's new song called Well, your here. Anyway, im gonna study at NLB with Lennie. We're gonna mug hard! Our band would be taking a break as well. Anyway you guys should check out our friends from Arizona, www.myspace.com/asperityband. Their vocals are amazing and they're really underground.

Listen to Asperity; Song:Put on a show

Note: I love you too

WooHoo

2006-09-16T21:48:00.000-07:00

Dear blog,
Hey! I've won Nic, JK and Mark in something that im not gonna say! and im proud of myself! :) hahah. Anyway check out this song, it was made by Nico at home ytd. He done everything even the instruments himself. Soo check it out hahaha k byee!

Upload music at Bolt.

Time to say goodbye

2006-09-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey what's up? hahah, anyway im studying for my chemistry right now. Ohh yeah, we have a new demo up at Coup Fatal Purevolume, hmm im not really happy becos the demo recorded wasnt a song we liked, sounds emo =\ then i tried to make like a Matt Heafy from Like Light To Flies to Detonation kindda voice and everything wasnt prepared and lyrics wasnt brought. We did it on the spot. Well i guesss its not that bad, i did the lyrics on the spot. Well some people did complain like Justin. Anyway we recorded it for this gig and the deadline was closing up, soo we rushed. Ahh what the heck we just wanted to plays go on. :)Miles Away From Home is kindda eccentric in a sense that it started out as emo then it sounds real indie later, then just rock. Anyway i think The Arreat Summit(is that justin's band name? i forgot =\) is gonna record sooon too.

Ohh yeah, now this time we're gonna record a song we like! unlike miles away from home. we're gonna do our finishing touches to this post hardcore song, im think u guys would enjoy soo stay tune if u read my blog. LOL, COS WE LOVE THAT SONG!

Note: To this guy i've always hated and you guys know who he is and you know who you are. All i just wanna let you know is that stop being so egoistic,cos its utterly annoying and FUCK YOU :)

Hey

2006-08-24T03:18:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! This is awesome, i just found a Bul Kathos Ring! Adds 1 to all skills and 4% leech health! Well, its been my best item found since Herald Of Zakarum. Yeah. lol gaming stuff. Anyway we had our F&N practical exam, CHECK OUT MY SQUID! hahah this one of the dishes i've made soo check out(if u want more pics of my other dishes msg me). I think im better than Nico! Hahah kidding. Oh yeah check out his dishes, i think he's like an iron chef, undeniably good, real good. nicoisarealboy.livejournal.com. Oh yeah guess what? He's in a band with 3 guys from My Squared Circle now.(Awesome!) I think this girl, Francesca is cool. okok Anyway my band would be playing at Gas Haus real sooon and we're recording our demo this saturday! im kindda excited. Anyway adios!

Listen to Saosin; Song: Sleepers

Miles Away From Home – Coup Fatal

Its been a while since I saw your face
But came the tides and washed the thoughts of you away
And I hid my love for you within the darkest place
Would you remember the times when you are miles away

Cos I can’t hold on and just do anything
I will die in dust and you will live by fame
Theres way too much to say that I miss you
And would you feel the same way too

The doubt of the future exiles my present joy
Your dazzled eyes with charm, which great conviction blinds
Soon in one year four months and you would fade away
Would you the times you are miles away

Chorus

(Whisper)As adrenaline rush, beautiful memories crush
time has come, I was you to know that my love for you would not fade away

(SCREAM) Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! When you're miles away from home (x2)

hahah

2006-08-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
hey!

We're playing at Ngee Ann City this Saturday! Acoustic Set! Ask me for info

Love, Marcus from Coup Fatal

Byee

Indie Coup Fatal

2006-08-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! We jammed ytd! It was awesome. LOL! We sounded soo indie ytd i swear the whole band. The guitars and all but we didnt want that to happen. Cos of the guitar effects and all. LOL. Jk, nic and lennie was there to watch. Yeah super indie. Anywayy we're hungry to play at gigs. Really. yup :) okok gtg byee

Listen to Underoath; Song: Moving for the sake of motion

hahahaha

2006-08-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy! This is my 100th post. Anywayy i was talking to Nico ytd and he's gonna do an acoustic original with us! Yay! So excited. Happy National Day! Nico sent me SFG's first EP, i swear its damn gd. Please ask me if you want it. :D okok i gtg byee.

Listen to Set For Glory; Song: Skyline

He is legend, I am hollywood

2006-08-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
YoZ~! ;) MY DEAR HAIR! Its gone now, Darn Mr Simen =\. He picked me out first to get my hair cut on the spot, followed by Lennie, Justin and Wei Han etc.. Its short =\. Sucky+Suckinesss. Ohh.. anywayy school was a waste of time today i guesss. Justin gave me the wrong answer for the quiz in front of the whole school kindda embarrassing though. Okok we went to Wakemeup Music to jam today. It was an awesome time. yeahhh and we skated there cos it was nxt to our usual skateshop that we would go to. Anywayy Diablo 2 Expansion has been undeniably ok. =| okok i gtg byee

Listen to He Is Legend; Song:China White

Note: You can only get it from the One Dark Summer compilation i think

hmm

2006-08-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
hey im gd, watched Click today. Im gonna change my life for now. Coup Fatal! heh. grrr.. anywayy i met the plainsunset vocalist today, cool and kind dude. awesome. k byee.

Listen to Plain sunset; Song: Plain Sunset

hahaha life's ok

2006-07-28T10:39:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
hi! anywayy just came back from playing at the cybercafe with my bro and it was goood i guess. Damn im addicted gaming. Gotta stop sooon. Anywayy i just got some news from Amber Pacific, new acoustic songs are up. Though their songs are not good but i love their acoustics. Soo check em out. www.purevolume.com/amberpacific. Ohh yeah. Coup Fatal's being really busy and stuff. We've came out with so many more songs. soo its probably coming out as acoustics sooon. I guesss, prolly nxt week? i've made an original acoustic song. yeahh. Using a tape recorder. soo yeah. Cheap way of recording :D okok i gtg byee

Listen to Amber Pacific; Song: Always you (acoustic)

Racial Harmony

2006-07-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
yay! we're playing for Racial Harmony. My 2 bands, Coup Fatal and my band with mark and emu. My band with mark and emu is first! and we're damn unorganised. I was on lead vocals and bass, mark on guitar and emu on drums. hahah. yay. soo we'll be having a 15 minute set with our band called Drums. LOL! drums.. hahaha. and my band Coup Fatal have a set of 10 minutes. Yay! threee cheers! we've made it. k byeee

Listen to The Velvet Teen; Song:Radiopathy

tokyoto

2006-07-17T01:16:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey! I just came back from jamming with my band + CARL HOLMBERG! It was damn good though the instruments, drums and amps are crappy. LOL! yeah. I love my band! Seriously. yup! Jonathan, Mark, Wei Han and I maybe + carl! Ohh yeah. all the wayyy. hahah i still miss Baybeats man. hahah

Listen to The Velvet Teen; Song : In A Steadman Spray

Note: I HAVE A CRUSH ON THIS GIRL NOW! yeah. haha a new one. =p

The Velvet Teen

2006-07-15T22:58:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
BAYBEATS WAS AWESOME YTD! A VACANT AFFAIR AND THE VELVET TEEN! I mean it was damn cool. It was the first time seeing Jon Koh moshed during Velvet teen's performance. All of us moshed even wei han! awesome. A Vacant Affair did well. This cute little kid told "Carry me up" LOL! he wanted to crowdsurf and he did! awesome. Man it was amazing. Ppl crowdsurfing and stuff. Dancing along to the music and shaking hands with ppl that i dun even in the moshpit. We just went wild and nuts hahah. It was pure jolly good fun and people dancing the indie wayy. Dude! Im starting think that Singapore rocks! Today's the final day of Baybeats! Be there! byee

Listen to The Velvet Teen; Song:Tokyoto

Note: I got home at around 1am just becos of Baybeats lol

a vacant affair

2006-07-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
BAYBEATS WAS GOOD! ok byee

anyway d2's frank! awesome kind guy

2006-07-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
heyy what's up? today's topic might be kindda boring and wayy too complicated to understand except for d2 players like wei han. Anyway.. woo! I got a Last Wish sword, ethereal fortitude, Dream helmet, obedience and tons of godly items from this guy frank! He's a real d2 player man. He plays d2 like what, 24 hrs? he just leave his 4 comps there for 24 hrs and they all have d2. I mean, he's got 67 accounts filled with Enigmas, Bul Kathos rings, Annihilus charms and many more. Well my mercenary owned Jk easily(Sorry JK!) cos he Dream helmet which has a lvl holy shock aura when equipped and yeah. pwned. hahah im such a d2 addict. gotta stop okok byee. Anyway i gotta help Joanna Jo from Friday clothing to give out flyers for the new compilation real soon. There would be bands like AVA, dyna turmoil in it. haha yeah. anyway friday.. jamming time! but with Emu, Carl, Mark and maybe Ryan

Listen to Underoath; Moving for the sake of motion

No more Set For Glory, the songs and musicians would live in our hearts forever

2006-07-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Heyy.. it was kindda fun today in sch. i entered and interrupted soccer games at the court LOL! I was like "Substitude player" and i jogged in like an idiot. hahah what am i talking about? zz.. Ohh yeah.. i've got bad news man. Faris told me that SFG is gonna disband soon as Faris is going to Washington or KL and Sameer is going back to Texas. This sucks. But there would be a last SFG gig. the old SFG! haha Titus, Nico, Sameer and Faris. I think it'll be awesome but it's not confirmed yet. anyway wei han's dropping chinese and taking CLB. i guesss chinese lessons wouldn't be as fun anymore without Justin and Wei Han. Haha! guesss what? wei han, jon lim, justin, Leslie(WTF?!) and Mr Llyod yeo(a teacher? lol) would be playing for racial harmony. playing twelve bar and swing music. I mean why Leslie? Leslies's Jon Lim and Wei Han's arch enemy. ohh well anyway i would be playing in ryan christopher's band along with Carl Holmberg and Mark. guess what? Mark's playing drums! hahaha he's supposed to be our lead guitarist and now he's playing drums. but still its coool. soo after Racial Harmony, Wei Han, Jonathan Lim, Mark Long and I would get back to do our finishing touches to our originals. Coup Fatal forever haha.

Listen to Set For Glory; Song: These Days

Note: "These are the days we feel alive, nothing can beat us down now"

coffeeee

2006-07-07T09:58:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
heyy. i think u guys should listen to Copeland, i was listening to Coffee. Its awesome. Soothing and chill out kindda music. Ohh yeah, we're jamming tmr, doing just cover songs. Btw we have 6 originals now! noo wait 7, + the bass song. Well we're trying to record as fast as possible but we're playing for Racial Harmony soo we're kindda like playing Smile in your sleep, Darkest Nights, The Trooper etc.. Soo probably our EP would be done by october or november? Anyway i kindda flaked on Lennie today cos it was his granddad's funeral and Andrew went too but i didnt go. Sorry Lennie! I know that ur Granddad is resting in peace. Ohh yeah today was quite a fun day. Mr Edmund James rocked English lessons and we went skating today. it was fun after we were playing guitar at nic sim's place. Wei han's improved alot dang. I think he's better than Carl Holmberg now. Rock on! Coup Fatal forever! haha.

Listen to Copeland; Song: Coffee

icy baby, holly u broke my heart

2006-07-06T03:55:00.001-07:00

Dear Blog,
Howdy, haha.

I am 86% Goth.

24-7 I am a freak. Every day is halloween. The creatures of the night fear me.

Take the
Goth Test
@ FualiDotCom

LOL! Im goth? sweeet nvr knew that hahah. Anyway my life's beeen great i guesss. Jamming was kindda gd ytd. Wei Han and Mark's damn gd! i swear and we have 6 originals now. Soo we'll try to get it done by end of july or prolly August. Check us out at www.purevolume.com/coupfatal some samples of mark's original guitar songs haha yeah. One more thing Im attentive in classs now!. okok byeee. I totally forgotten what i wanted to sayy but its good news well gd news for me. hahah k byee!

Note:I can't never live without my friends, being in a band regardlesss whether the member is good a not. Its the friendship that compells the band together. Quotes Jem and Nico from SFG.

lol reminds me of this guy who sucks up to ppl who joins band and all. Ohh yeah.. mark, wei han,jon lim and i have beeen best friends since primary soo i think its awesome! even b4 we ever knew that all of us were musicians.

k bye

icy baby, holly u broke my heart

2006-07-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Howdy, haha.

I am 86% Goth.

24-7 I am a freak. Every day is halloween. The creatures of the night fear me.

Take the
Goth Test
@ FualiDotCom

LOL! Im goth? sweeet nvr knew that hahah. Anyway my life's beeen great i guesss. Jamming was kindda gd ytd. Wei Han and Mark's damn gd! i swear and we have 6 originals now. Soo we'll try to get it done by end of july or prolly August. Check us out at www.purevolume.com/coupfatal some samples of mark's original guitar songs haha yeah. One more thing Im attentive in classs now!. okok byeee. I totally forgotten what i wanted to sayy but its good news well gd news for me. hahah k byee!

Note:I can't never live without my friends, being in a band regardlesss whether the member is good a not. Its the friendship that compells the band together. Quotes Jem and Nico from SFG.

lol reminds me of this guy who sucks up to ppl to joins band and all. Ohh yeah.. mark, wei han,jon lim and i have beeen best friends since primary soo i think its awesome! even b4 we ever knew that all of us were musicians.

k bye

Losing at the last moment

2006-06-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey there blog, School was fun today i guessss. The whole classs played this game called Pariston(I can't spelll) Swords or sth. I was the leader, at first i won all rounds until 8/10 of the classs was under me so the other team only had 6 ppl left suddenly Ted came up to plate after their leader lost. OUT OF THE BLUE! Ted was beyond godlike and slayed my whole team of 30 ppl! It was soo sudden and i lost.. That match was soo interesting! Anyway Lennie pwned school today, LOL! He was at hougang greeeeen ytd night till 2am! with andrew and they were hanging out with the Crossbred crew! Damn, never ask me.. haha Mattias told lennie that there was this 50% discount at Sweeee Leeee. Hmm i know that some lame ass is going but who cares but still Lennie, Ryan Chris, Ramly's and my band would be going together i guess!

Have a nice day! :D

Listen to Set For Glory; Song: Emo Song

Note:Sudoku rocks!

Im smashed into pieces

2006-06-25T02:30:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hi! im smashed into pieces man.. I don't know what to do with my life. Im pretty upset.. Blame Jon L. for skating too much! hahah okok kidding. We were supposed to record and mix our originals this month but nothing was done.. damn.. haha. Ohh yeah there is a new SFG song up its called Asleep by Nico, i think its pretty gd. Go check it out. www.purevolume.com/setforglory. I think i wanna change my layout real soon but im just way too busy hahah.. i think only JK reads my blog now hahah at least someone reads my blog! hahah okok byeee.

Listen to As Cities Burn; Song:The Widow

Note: But I believe there is something here to be learnt of grace 'Cause I can't help but love you, Even with a heart that breaks

Diary of non wanker

2006-06-22T20:35:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey yo its me, do u rmb me? hahaha, k. Nico and Jem are awesome. Their acoustic videos hit 127 views in just 4 days and there was quite a few gd comments. Set For Glory! haha. Anyway Jem and Nico would be roping my band into gigs when our originals are fully done and tight. Yeah that'll be awesome. August Star is having a gig today at 8.30pm at youth park. Be there and be square. Hahaha k i gtg byee. wait! Our last jamming session was awesome though there was only 3 ppl. Jonathan, mark and i! it was damn gd la.. haha. okok i gtg byeeeeeeeeeeee see ya.

Listen to Underoath; Song: Writing On The Walls

I wanna see it all again

2006-06-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Yo, what's up? haha anyway i been going to Esplanade for the past few days with friends and bandmates. It was awesome, a new hangout place i guess. I've never really like Esplanade in the past cos i though that it was boring and stuff. But its actually a really nice place and an ideal place to chill cos town's boring man. hahah. Ohh yeah, i was talking to Nico and Jem from Set For Glory ytd! wow, they're such nice and great people i mean yeah, giving me all the advice abt the local music scene and many more ways to get rid of stage fright. Jem's also from this great band called August Star yeah. He would rope my band in to perform at gigs as soon as we get our originals done with our lyrics with 1 or 2 covers awesome, ohh yeah would be playing Giving up by Silverstein i guess. okok i gtg byee! Nico and Jem rocks! we've so many things in common and stuff hahah. their acoustic song is awesome man, they've no name for it soo yeah. Jem said i can name or sth but i can't think of anything. Anyway mark long and i would be joining this acoustic competition yep.. haha. k byee!

Note:August Star's gig this upcoming friday, 8.30 be there
Listen to Mark Long; Songs: All of his originals

Remember this swear, best friends redefined

2006-06-15T07:07:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
HELLO BLOG! what's up? ohh yeah, today's like one of the most fun days ever, there was mark long, carl holmberg and lennie michael! we were like laughing so much and we took so many photos(Uploading it soon i guess), we went to peninsular first cos carl wanted to a Metalzone distortion pedal but it was kindda sold out and stuff, ohh yeah!! WHEN MARK AND CARL HARMONIZE IT WAS DAMN NICE! u gotta check it out man, haha. ohh yeah after that we went to Esplanade, There this awesome DJ, yeah it was cool, even a metalhead like Carl was enjoying it LOL! (Metalheads turning to hip hoppers) Anyway.. byee haha

This is for someone
"Hey girl, you're just a stupid flirt. Remember this i swear"

hey hey hey

2006-06-05T19:42:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
Hey hey hey, what's up. FINALLY! Im back hahahah. anyway it was cheryl's b'day 3 days ago. HAPPY BIRTHDAY C-ANN! Soo i went there with Ryan Chris, Nic Sim, JK, Lennie, Andrew frm Vendetta's will and his bandmates. Ohoh,i wanted to bring sameer and nico frm Set For Glory to come along too. But yeah, I didn't get to for their gig! Wasted.. Damn, the one on the 2nd of June. Anyway if i brought Nico, all the girls would be drooling over him and stuff. Haha! okok anyway i gtg byee! Sorry Sameer!

Listen to Chiodos; Song: One Day Women Would Turn Into Monsters

life's good

2006-05-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Dear Blog,
hi! i think i'll mark this day as Shit Day, maybe the word shit is offensive but who cares. Yeah, i'll tell why i declared this day Shit Day =\ yeah, it was unbearably crappy. Ohh yeah, anyway thanks Nico of Set For Glory. Hope to see u guys this at Baybeats, anyway i think im screwed for mid year but not that bad yeah. soo im left with my chem, geo and maths paper 2. ok byee!

Listen to Set For Glory; Song: Sleepless

yoyoyo

2006-04-02T00:39:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hello! Damn i love blogging man hehe, anyway i think this layout kindda sucks, the old marcus-writes is way better. Soo i might just go back to that blog soon. Ohhh anyway did i mention that Sam's grandmother's an awesome driver?! omg she's really good even though she's in her 70's yeah.. She did a really good U Turn and she drives really fast. SAM! Your grandmother rocks yeah. Anyway life is all about skating, music and love. Yeah, my birthday's coming! But its nth special yeah.. Get me a present! you must! or else i wouldnt be ur fren, haha ok i was just kidding. Anyway sorry justin! i couldnt jam with u ytd and stuff, i hope that u would understand. Anyway im still a diablo 2 exp addict and i think barbarians rocks! Im adding all my skills to frenzy. Plus wei han, justin, nic sim and jon lim rocks!

Listen to Bon Jovi; Song : I'll be there for you

This is the way i

2006-03-18T01:49:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Yo, what's up? haha, I went for last thursday's SRC softball match and the Orchid Park Girls were way hot i think, especially the pitcher! Omg, then Matt was like "They're a dream team!" LOL! then Jared was getting all horny at this number 88 girl, ohh yeah. It was hardcore gaming ytd i was playing diablo 2 exp 1.11 and the new xilero server ragnarok yeah. Join the new america server www.xilero.net its awesome, they're like French, Brazillian, Koreans, Japanese, Spanish and etc.. playing, so its pretty cool, I LOVE SKATING NOW! Yup, skating is fun and keith sucks hehe and last tuesday holly, annabel and i celebrated dawn's birthday with keith, it was pretty cool and i didn't bring enough cash so keith kindda paid for me, thanks =) okok i gtg byee =D

Quote of the day - Im not sure whether it was love, if it was love, it was alot like it

Listen to Underoath, Song : Reinventing your exit

for once

2006-03-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hi blog! LOL! For once im not talking abt Keith now even though i'd really want to, ohh btw there were so many things that happened to me that i wanna talk abt and stuff. But i forgot, hmm i met Iman weeks ago and he rmbs me, well he's from Dathamonga(Top 10 in Sch of rock!), the bassist and my senior in softball. So it was pretty cool talking to him and stuff. Ohh yeah, one thing i know abt keith, he doesnt change. Ohh yeah, life rocks and stay holy people out there. I wanna go to the Mosaic fest! to see jason mraz. That cool dude (8) The remedy blah blah (8) haha! anyway im doing well for softball, music and my studies were pretty bad. Failed 2 subjects but what the heck, im gonna work hard! haha, On friday, i went to the third place gig with Chloe,holly,dawn and keith. The gig was good ok and i flaked on keith ytd. Sorry! Cos i had to babysit my brother. hehe. okok byee.

Listen to The Early November, All their songs

The vocalist rocks! he's Ace Enders from I can make a mess like nobody's business

the hatred is there

2006-01-07T00:14:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
hi! hmm my last post was on the 25th of december 2005, a blog's a diary so anyway i have to post stuff that are true not lies, the truth is i still hate keith, he never seemed to change, he kindda piss me off ytd. I feel like pinching his nipple, cutting off the tip of his nipple and put salt in it, step on his nipple vigorously and PEOPLE'S ELBOW his nipple and pinch the salt in deeper, ouch i can feel the pain too just thinking of it. anyway i wanna join WCG this year and my band's not signing up for this month's third place gig cos we're busy yeah.. Ohoh, know why im so good CS? Cos every single enemy i face in the game i imagine that he's keith. soo yeah. okok byee! AND TRIVIUM ROCKS!

Listen to Trivium; Song: Dying In Your Arms

Last sunrise

2005-12-25T04:26:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Merry Christmas! Thanks for all the presents my friends! haha. Yeah i had a great time ytd night, but this christmas wasn't as good as the last ones, i mean its still good, ohh btw i think 50-60 year old singaporean ladies got a problem with me, they like to disturb me and stuff! please if you're reading this, stop it old ghouls! =X haha! Okok, im kindda busy now so byee!

Listen to Saosin; Mookies Last Christmas

Anyway

2005-12-21T22:34:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Im back, i think nobody reads my blog anymore.. Well its okay, hi blog! Anyway, my band didn't jam today cos it was raining heavily and jon had to help out with his mum's store. Noel's my BFF yep, there so many awesome stuff abt him that i wanna talk abt but maybe nxt time ohoh he's coming for tmr's jamming session ohh yeah.. haha. okok byee

Listen to Red Hot Chili Peppers; Song: Dosed

hahah new friends

2005-12-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hmm, i've made some new friends, i went to the airport today cos judith is coming back to singapore. yeah. ohh yeah im soo glad that im doing One Year Six Months with justin yeah, with out acoustic guitar! My Ibanez and his semi acoustic some brand, haha. okok byee!

Listen to Bayside; Song: Masterpiece

my life on standby

2005-12-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

Dear blog,
yoyo what's up? hey im at this camp in school right now, the greatest camp ever. Ohoh i can't wait for our band's jamming session! haha. ohh anyway most of the time i can't be my real self, expressing my thoughts to others, cos i think i'll be a better person if i do that. =P Okok im still scouting for a real best friend out there, well actually i do have one, he's none other than Noel, okok i gtg byee

Listen to Gackt; Song : Vanilla

haha hi there

2005-11-29T00:36:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
hi there, i feel sooo.. err i don't know, lonely? aww.. whatever. anyway i just can't wait for thursday's jamming, Okok im not gonna keep our drummer a secret now, hmm. maybe nxt time, hope that u guys can guess who he actually is, He's learned every song! all 10 of em, he's so fast in memorising all the songs that we're supposed to play, awesome! New band, New line up and New songs! We're gonna play Rums is for drinking, Not burning by Senses Fail instead of Hand Of Blood by Bullet For My Valentine, cos 4th Avenue is playing hand of blood too.. haha. Damn i was supposed to go to sentosa today, but nvm okok byee!

Listen to Silverstein; Song : Already Dead

haha

2005-11-27T02:53:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
hey im back! last friday's gig was crazy! Justin pushed me into the moshpit LOL! then i ended up having fun, ohh yeah! here monique! Gackt's picture, haha. but i couldnt get the picture i wanted in, but i have the link! here, http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/1020234/, ohh yeah, our band's got new drummer! he's like so darn good that he even left carl speechless! haha. okok, so now we're playing seven years by saosin as well. haha. okok i gtg byeee

Listen to Silverstein; Song : My Heroine

im so depressed

2005-11-22T01:42:00.000-08:00

Dear blog,
ohh hi there.., im depressed, i don't feel so good not becos im sick but ahh. whatever. ohh btw thats gackt, the picture's pretty nice eh. Anyway im giving up on this chick i like so yeah. hahah. yep finally eh? okay, lets talk abt the songs we're gonna play at the Sentosa gig.

1. Cute Without The "E" - Taking Back Sunday
2. The Quiet Things That Noone Ever Knows - Brand New
3. Lost Symphonies - Saosin
4. Stare At The Sun - Thrice
5. All That's Left - Thrice
6. Deadbolt - Thrice
7. Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine
8. Smashed Into Pieces - Silverstein
9. SOME SONG BY THRICE

i think we're kindda like a tribute band to thrice yeah. haha. anyway im giving up on her so yeah! Justin told that its not worth it and im wasting my time on her, so yeah! ramly's all the way! matthew rocks and music all the way! haha.

hey there blog

2005-11-19T05:02:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
woh.. its been like a month, 17 days, 3 hours and 24 seconds since i've blog, yeah. hello! what's up? hmm. anyway i can't wait for my band's performance at sentosa beach, siloso beach this december! and im excited abt the gig nxt friday cos im bringing Jonathan ng, jon lim and noel along yeah, jamming ytd was okay.., anyway i think carl is gonna be like one of my best friends cos i feel at ease when i talking to him and we have similar problems in life so yeah, there was one time when i had a band competition, he was the only friend who sms-ed me and encourage me. yeah, even though he didnt join me becos he was really sick, And he's the best guitarist in sec 2, haha, one of i guess cos wei han's really good too okok byee

Listen to Taking Back Sunday; Song : Your Own Disaster

Note: Life rocks!

hey hi

2005-11-07T21:51:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
hey hi, anyway i was hanging out with Leslie Danker like 3 days ago, we were checking out some guitars at guitar gallery and davis, and ohh! there's a new guitar brands for girls, Daisy Rock! it was so coral, the glitter all over it the feeling when you play it feels so great, haha. Btw, high school stories rocks! on mtv. Ohh yeah, im going to Seoul (Korea) this saturday till wednesday so yeah.. and ohh! my relatives are supporting me all the way in music, they're getting me an epiphone bass! but justin wanted me to get an ibanez bass, hehe we'll see. HEY! ON SUNDAY WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW A SHOOTING STAR! Wanna know what i wished for? ask me! haha. hey gtg byee.

Listen to All My Heroes; Song : Looks Do Kill

Hahaha

2005-11-04T03:10:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hi, just dropping by. Anyway here's one part of the lyrics from Great Romances Of The 20th Century by tbs, the one when guitarist was talking, i like the stuff that he was saying, here you go. okok byee! take care

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy
Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning
She can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl
In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok

gggg

2005-11-02T01:08:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog,
Hi! Im Marcus"HELLOWEEN!"Tetsu, LOL ohh yeah, there was simpsons on starworld for the whole day which was coral but it was the same episodes like last year, soo after that i went this halloween party, hey did you know that elephants can fly? HAHA! cos i was checking out my nephews book (he's only 6) and he listed down the animals that could fly, i was wondering why he wrote elephant down so i ask him then he was like "Cos i was watching tv and there was this elephant flying!" so i figured out that it was actually an advertisement on tv! HAHA! i was laughing hysterically! haha! he's just so cute and small you know? haha. anyway chill, gtg byee. Ohh wait, i want you to know that i miss this person terribly right now.

Listen to My American Heart; Song : Last Goodbye